push

[dsmith]

mouth full of words tht my mind cant understand,
leaking red fluid from my heart redness in my hands,
i demand an audience jus to here me talk,
i need random thinkers to understand my thoughts,
tear drops fall wen yur mind feels pain,
a sudden rush of thoughts enter my brain,
my 15 wit yu felt like my 15 mins of fame,
now my heart shutters at the mention of ha name,
dam oj is n my system,
mind on the moon playn spades tryin to win sum,
it seems as if er time i get close,
im gettn pushed to the side off yur radar ima ghost,
she sees rite through me,
thn i hav to hide how i feel bout her trully,
thn gettn avoided i feel like an outcast,
so i scream fuck love yur no longer in my grasp,
i beleive tht love is out there for me plz dnt get mushy,
but for now my one true love is pussy,
my mind is trash full of dirty laundry,
high maintaince chicks start actn aundry,(howevr yu spell it)
i mean yu kno yu hav the same thoughts,
its a sinfull world where sex sales this is y im fought,
but as she push me i want to kno y,
wen i fell for yu i guess i was jus hypnotizd,
idk wat to think so i jus sip my juice,
thn i push my feelings away cuz i gotta cut yu loose,
but wen i try to cut my scissors broke,
my push goes oppisite bcuz i start to feel hope,
friends is where i seem to end up the most,
i need help r jus a push im at the end of my rope,
high nd dry i a song i once wrote,
so push me as the ash falls a better me will emerge from the smoke