strive to stay alive

[Edge]

if i get good feed, im going to try to turn this into a song, so please feed if u read

No matter how much id love to see Pac and B.I.G.
Im not ready to go out yet, be shot and d.i.e.
yea, Im bored with life, but dont wanna stop livin
Im hoping that my bad habits dont make me give in
I cant go out yet, still to much to accomplish
Im at a good state, but wanna get beyond this
Gotta keep going, gotta get to higher places
Iv come along way, but still desire graces
I strive to stay alive, so I gotta switch my whole lifestyle
But I cant take the insults, how did Jesus Christ smile
His whole life, while, he got beat and battered
At the same time, through his defeat he shattered
Eternal death, and than he gave the chance for eternal life
So I try to make it through the day, fight infernal strife
No matter how shitty life seems, it beats the other option
So I cant move on past life, and leave my mother watchin

[Edge]

y does no1 feed me anymore?