This was done over an instrumental of When I'm Gone.
I cut off the last verse, because it's way to private
Her friends told me she likes me, but she shows me she isn't
And deep in my heart I believe that she is different
She can be the best summer, but mostly she is the coldest winter
And she won't reply to the messages that I've sent her
I wonder if she would celebrate, if I went a-way
but hey, I don't understand her, I never did
can't she tell me what I better did, but I didn't ?
I'm being super nice, like I ever did, but did she notice?
no she didn't, it's always like it now is
I'm begging for our friendship please please please, I'm on my knees
but she doesn't see me, it's cold now I freeze
too cold I will faint, I gave her my last shirt
still she throws her hate at me like dirt
she is the one I can't get over, trying to be sober,
and then my heartbeat is getting lower,
my actions are getting slower, it's a pain that nobody can lower
she's very important to me, but how can I show her?
do I care too much? am I being there too much?
do I stare too much? I'm sorry it's not fair to clutch - at her,
can't she tell that I'm such - a jerk?
And it seems like hating me for her it's too easy
If she liked me she wouldn't try to fight and defeat me
Why can't this all be more easy?
If I say I'm sorry she will probably not believe me
but damn I don't want her to leave me
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I would do what ever you want me
to do huhuh huhuh
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I would do what ever it shall be
for you huhuh huhuh
and then I asked her why and she just said 'Hey,
calm down I'm just playin games' and I feel so ashamed
I was torn down, broken and cried, this was not her aim
I wanted to run from home and life to take my pain
what does she think it's like when she was sun, I was rain
I don't want to complain, but can't she let me away?
I don't want to hurt her, don't want to disturb her
and I don't want to murder, because I could kill myself
if I keep on being worst, I'm ill and don't mean my health
it can't be worse, except my family died and I can't lean on her
cause she texted, I lied, I shouldn't worry and I can be with her
Too late. 'Who was this to? Him? He died, he was so sorry
he couldn't take it any longer, will you come to his funeral?'
I wish she'll say 'I was wrong' and 'of course I will,
I thought he was stronger, he even wrote me a song but
I thought he was making jokes, not being honest,
wanted compassion he provoked, by saying he was at his lowest'
And she'll pass on the story, that I wanted to end at my best
because inside she's so sorry that she didn't do anything against.
No..
Because now
She's sorry, She's so sorry
That was the thing she never want me
to do huhuh huhuh
She's sorry, She's so sorry
That she didn't believe I was being
so true huhuh huhuh
I've got more, if you like it then I'll put them here!
