Leaving the past

[mcZu]

Leaving the past

Walking into the bright shining gate ways of the future
Talking about the fate that lies ahead and that suits you
Crossing parallel universes to embrace the past for what it is
Forcing my head to be fusing verses and forging a laxative
‘Cause I have some shit I need to get out of my hemisphere
Pause the reality and let me play back the memories here
Inside this theatre of the mind my thoughts are ludicrous
Insane laughing and glaring back at my past with lyrics
That act like sub-titles and view a backstabber that stabbed
Me in the back while he was my ‘friend’ and jammed
Almost got incarcerated due to his surprisingly betrayal
I got away without a sentence pricing my inks label….
Luck was apparently at my side… angels watch over me
Next month this girl broke my heart by flying away from me
Even though she loved me more then anyone….she couldn’t stay
She had to leave the country and leave my heart heavily stained
She had to be…… the infected virus like glitch in my heads game
Nobody could surpass her level until I met Sou… no need for names
A young fine woman who has found the key to my heart and soul
I lover her… omens of affection couldn’t express my heart and soul
But back to my past ‘cause she is still with me and hopefully forever
But I lost two friends, taken by the grim reapers cloudy like weather
One was stabbed and died over a bike at night in the cold streets
The other was drunk and driving a ford mustang into a black jeep
I didn’t even visit their graves………I must have been afraid
I didn’t feel like letting their souls pass away into a timeless frame
But I guess I need to let them go and reside in heavens place
Let them be free …….and waiting for me until it’s my day
Lost my great grand mother and I didn’t even shed a tear
My soul must have been shocked enough to freeze in here
Move less flowing and watching my whole family cry
Food less staying up at nights and writing down my life
Two things are keeping me going right now… I won’t stop
Two things yeah: My love for Sou... And my love for hip-hop
‘So it’s up to you’, is what my heart said, fear is fading away here
‘One obstacle in your way Zuhir’ ...is what entered my ears clear
‘And that’s you Zu, it’s just you...’ ….So I try to overcome me
Leaving the past is one of the first steps for me to be free…

Flow might be shaky, feedback would be appreciated.

[MC Anonymous]

What amazing character progression you made me visualize about yourself! The emotion in this piece is incredible, I can feel all of your agression that is concealed by lonliness. This is one of the best pieces I've seen from you man! 10/10 even though the flow was shaky. Great job

[mcZu]

^Thanks for checking out and leaving feed bro, appreciate that