against me (some of it)

[shadyallday]

maybe talking to a therapist will do the trick/ right now i'm lucid but i could flip and act like a lunatic/ how can i be sober if all u think i do is drink/ but maybe its true instinct, to be rude and throw my shoe at a shrink/ u think u know me but u don't got a clue how i think/ u just assume that i'll do anything/ u think i'm fragile and sensitive/ that i got attention deficit/ disorder, i'm pretensious and u can't believe how depressed i get/ i take ritillin and anti-depressants with/ a shot of vodka, and a bottle of cough medicine/ look at this warped state of mind my thoughts get me in/ i'd rather call it oedipus complex/ maybe i'm just compulsively obsessed/ its probably just the tylenol and excedderin/ is it safe to mix those with amphetamines?/ man its unsettling, if i take vicadin and i'm white they assume i'm in a heavy metal band/ i'm not high i just took too many ibuprophen/

how am i unstable?/ i only took one pain pill/ i'm not hateful/ i tell it like it is, maybe the truth is too painful/ but i ain't gonna blame u/ for all the pain i ache through on a day to day basis, that would be too shameful/ and if i put a needle in my vein, that would be insatiable/ u have a bright future dont disrupt the fate that awaits u/ u aint ready for the path taht these drugs will take u/ for gods sake why am i being labeled/ this guy is insane and enraged too/ i can't believe he pulled out a 12 gauge in plain view/ these are the kinds of stunts u can't pull/ the whole world don't hate u/ it seems like it, cause theres noplace to escape to, nobody to relate to/ i try to go out and make moves/ but with all the bullshit going on, it feels like my plates full/ times up!, i know u think i'm nuts/ but i dont care just prescribe me some drugs!/