I was 13 years old, and very inspired by Happy Birthday by FlipSyde.
Lotta english mistakes there I guess
[Verse 1] Have u ever felt that u have lost someone.
Yeah, I bet u certainly have. When u’re standin’ on the grave,
and u cry and u pray, and know whatever u say its not gonna change.
U sleeps at night, dreamin’ that u pay for that Ur girl want.
U have a happy life and Ur daughter won’t kill herself with a knife,
cuz she is happy with u and Ur wife.
That’s when u woke up, knowing that all this was a dream,
eatin’ cream, and thinkin’ ‘bout what u’ve seen.
Wishing it would be like that, and then fall on the mat,
cryin’, tryin’ to keep you together, but can’t do it better.
U know why I know all this, cuz I did it!
[Chorus 2x] I made a mistake
I cry everyday,
Why didn’t u tell me?
U didn’t love to be threatening that way.
I made mistake
When u took suicide,
Then I knew we wasn’t like
Eminem's Bonnie and Clyde.
[Verse 2] I know I made a mistake, but why couldn’t u tell me that day,
when u was on Ur bed, u cried and Ur eyes were red.
I knew it was something with u, u said u had loosed Ur Winnie the Pooh,
I know it wasn’t that, why didn’t u tell me truth.
Did u kill yourself cuz I didn’t let u play with the gangsta-crew?
Maybe, or maybe not, I only wanted to protect u.
U was my first baby; I wasn’t ready to be a daddy.
therefore I wanted to be so perfect I could be like a dad.
Did I make u sad, or did I make u mad, or did I make u both?
I loved u a lot; therefore I didn’t wanted u to be gone.
I didn’t wanted u to go alone to the hair- saloon, or do something wrong.
But now u got a brother, u didn’t give u a chance to see him
He looks like u, but he will never replace u, u know, that’s true.
I loved u more than my life, and more than my wife
U was my baby girl, the only lady that I adore in this world.
U was so clever to make me happy, when my mood was off.
I loved it, it was never enough.
But one day it was over, when I came to u to tell u something,
but then I found u on the ground, and then I heard a sound.
It was sadly music from my own voice.
Then I remembered that day we two drove my Rolls Royce, and u said u loved me.
How could u say that? U killed urself to show me, how much u hate me.
And now I hope this is a dream, and when I woke up, nothing is changed, or nothing is wrong.
And I never wrote this song. And we two were free. I loved u baby, how could u do this to me…
[Chorus 2x]
[Verse 3] Now u probably got the picture of us two, and nothing in the sew is true,
I explained in the real words, not lying as the newspaper “The World”.
Hope u care about what I said, cuz this what happened is not so rare.
Maybe Ur daughters death is near, u don’t know even where,
maybe in the shopping mall, or maybe here, in Ur house.
Cuz these kids never care about how and where.
I hope u don’t do what I did, I made a mistake.
Today’s kids don’t want to be protected like that, so now u have to make ‘em glad.
When u see Ur boy or girl, laid on the bed, u ask ‘em what happened, they answer,
then ask why askin’, say nothing, take ‘em to shopping, buy some things and then come back home. But don’t do it to much, cuz then I will be touched, and u see u’re broke.
Understand? I don’t have to explain more, I drink some coke, and finish this song.
