[Verse]
Sitting with my head down as I rethink every second,
Wishing I was dead now, it wouldn't matter, I reckon,
Recently I've lessened like God is teaching me a lesson,
My shoes on the dirt, exactly just what I feel less than,
Feeling threatened, but by what? It's this girl rapidly,
Attacking me, bashing these rackets into my sanity,
Blasphemy, bloody battered jeans, yeah that is me,
Cried too much, what the fuck is radically happening,
Pain actually captured me, I can't even think straight,
Maybe it's the others with all the hate that's been made,
Maybe it's the wonder of what could've been saved,
Cause after this it's like her face as been engraved,
Wish it were different, now instead I wish I never said it,
Should've let it go, but just no I had to defend it,
Maybe it's obsession, and honestly I don't regret it,
Maybe it's depression, nevertheless I try to forget it.
[Hook]
Because I never mattered enough, mattered enough,
And now through it all, how could I even manage this stuff?
Now you see me through the fog all splattered in blood,
And all because I never motherfucking mattered enough.