It's illogical reasoning to believe in my speaking
because I'm weakening every single day,
I'm dieing, dripping rain, slipping in a magnificent cycle of pain
why am I sane? prodigy that is ripping his brain
witness the shame, of miraculous indivisible flame
getting squelched in a grave, I can never behave
I gave, I live, give present and past
I left it in half, and never turned my back to it again
it's crackin at my skin, blood dripping within
rain clouds, turn red, the sky is painted
switching it's skin, It's funny cause I'm glistening when
dark is present within, within me is something within
and within that, is an abyss of misery,
where the enemies lie and the mystery dies
I wanna live a lie, the truth is to hard to bare
I never started to care
never gave a fuck of what's over there
the life I'm living in has a mumbling fear
I'm stumbling here,
wishing that I can numb all my tears
Immaterial means nothing to me
material is just something to see
Life and death is a puzzle to breathe
if I die, the puzzle can suck my dick in a cage
I don't give a fuck if it's witnessing rage
Fucker, you'll see how I feel
sucking the cock of bad luck, russian roulette wheel