Verse 1:
im so sick and tired of these mutha fucking games,
you keep going your gonna ignight these angry flames,
every single day, theres another obstical,
i felt this way, every since i graduated high school,
each year, i have grown a lot darker,
got kicked out my house, now im livin in the garter,
and to top it off, people talk shit behind my back,
i just sit there laugh, as i plan my payback,
man im going into a dark place,
im roaming the streets, bout to blow up my birthplace,
i think im going slightly insane,
stumble past a dealer, i wanna buy some cocaine,
bullied all my life, now im coming with my knife,
mutha fuck you and i hope you have a good life,
help me, i think im having a nerves break-down,
trip and fall into the water, man im gonna make myself drown,
Verse 2:
its been a long time coming when i flip,
so fuck you, and your so called friendship,
you call me a loner, call me what you want,
but you aint the one thats got the hand-gun,
so come on pussy, i dear you try it,
once i buss shots, your laying on the ground looking tired,
and if you dont think im serious,
you wont live another year to see Christmas,
man im walking down these raining streets,
as im bout to kill a man, i fall down to my knees,
and look up at the sky, and pray to god,
and ask him for forgiveness why is this is so hard,
then i get back up on my feet,
and continue to walk down this raining streets,
depression is taking over my mind,
i fell like erasing the whole mankind,
Verse 3:
now its only been lately that i have become like this,
when i go to hug my girlfriend she wont even give me a kiss,
mutha fuck that bitch, she aint having my kids,
as far as i care, the bitch can go eat out of bins,
this is a new year and i just dont give a fuck,
coming out the fireworks with my fucking fingers up,
a killer on the lose what are you gonna do,
man the police, i think they have a big issue,
im just gonna ditch all of my fucking friends,
and we will see how this shit all ends,
im pritty sure i will get out all right,
but im not sure about the people im gonna kill tonight,
because im about to self destruct,
im gonna leave this world, singing i just give a fuck,
im gonna self destruct,
im gonna self destruct,
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