Ma` I need you by my side,cause I just feal that tonight I might die
I think its alright to cry,and I`m sorry when i acted impolite in July
Those gangsta acts in my raps were just a lie,and now I must try
To get things better,even pray to the sky,from today till goodbye
Pain inside me started to evolve,it was a problem that I couldn`t solve
It was fuckin my mind,I wanted to blow my head wit wooden revolver
I started to breathe deep,my heart beat started to accelerate fast
Before you die you get to see those flashbacks,so i tried to recreate past
I started to shake,so I asked my mom,is this how its supposed to be?
Ma` I really love you and you were the only one that was close to me
You were always wit me,from beginning and now even till the end
I gotta go now,its my time,but I want you to know that you`ll still be my friend
I saw tear on her face,her face had the shape like "please put the gun away"
Then I pulled the trigger and the last thing I saw was that she run away
A dead body just laid on the floor,and now it found a place to rest
Well now I`m goin to see the God,and finally embrace the best
This is my favorite,not best,but it was pretty emotional