Maybe this:
[Verse 3]
A decision you make, might be a pissin' mistake
But if you're trickin' the game, you could be kickin' next day
And if you're lickin' the fame, you might sit in the lake
And the time's tickin' away, your mind's hittin' the brakes
It ain't getting so great, better change gear and accelerate
But remember, the fate's all Up to You unless
You wanna suffer through this mess,
or are you gonna be tougher and show who's the best
Like me when I was depressed, the life was a stress
I wanted to be killed, untill, the rap music rescued me
so I used it and fled, it boosted me, so I knew at least
that I could lose the beast inside of my head.
That led to opening my eyes, looking out for my weakness
I tried to seek it, all this in secret,
soon I got speechless, of how I was actin'.
Then I reached it, the point where I knew what was happenin'
So I fucked the past, and I started rappin'!