(course)
Walkin' down a hopeless path
lost in the shadows of a broken past
fadein' into darkness as Satan laughs
the demons eatin' away at my soul
Satan's leadin' my way to the cold
of this lonely little world
as the darkness takes hold
of this lonely little girl
but if I'm scared I won't show it
and if my soul hurts the Devil won't know it
I know that Jesus promised he'd never leave me
but I feel so far from him n' copin' wit a broken past is never eazy
(Verse 1)
I woke up this mourning and wiped the sleep from my eyes
and like I do everyday I started to cry
just like DMX said "same old shit dawg just a different day"
every day the same routine in just a different way
wake up, get dressed, go to school, come home
to the same house wit the same people and I sit in my room alone
I got no1 to talk to no1 to consult in I'm feelin' hopeless
My souls broken, and I can't cope wit my broken past
the only thing thats ever matterd has been shadderd
and thats my dreams, deep down my soul screams
but no1 can here my cry for help, that screams inside myself
(course)
Walkin' down a hopeless path
lost in the shadows of a broken past
fadein' into darkness as Satan laughs
the demons eatin' away at my soul
Satan's leadin' my way to the cold
of this lonely little world
as the darkness takes hold
of this lonely little girl
but if I'm scared I won't show it
and if my soul hurts the Devil won't know it
I know that Jesus promised he'd never leave me
but I feel so far from him n' copin' wit a broken past is never eazy
(verse 2)
I had a dream I was walkin' down a narrow road
there were sparrows everywhere and I listened as the sparrows crowed
as I kept walkin' the road kept gettin' thiner
It was spring but it felt more like winter
I could see a city filled wit mansions
The road was gettin' too thin I started to panic
there was a man in a horse carrage
he said calm down we'll go to the city don't panic
I said the roads too thin we'll never make it
he said we'll try anyway I said no it looks too dangerous
I looked at the city it seemed so close but yet so far
I felt the road shake and I could see it was startin' to break
the next thing I know we fell right to the city gates
the gates opened up I walked in and the city was empty
the man in the horse carrage was gone there was no1 except me
(course)
Walkin' down a hopeless path
lost in the shadows of a broken past
fadein' into darkness as Satan laughs
the demons eatin' away at my soul
Satan's leadin' my way to the cold
of this lonely little world
as the darkness takes hold
of this lonely little girl
but if I'm scared I won't show it
and if my soul hurts the Devil won't know it
I know that Jesus promised he'd never leave me
but I feel so far from him n' copin' wit a broken past is never eazy
(verse 3)
I looked around it was a beatiful city but there were no people
everything was green and gold I felt this peace inside as if there was no evil
then I turned around and walked out of the city I was back on the narrow road
but it was broken and I couldn't get home
the man in the carrage came back and led me to a black tunnel leadin' my way home
as we approached the tunnel I heard something explode
I turned around it was the city made of green and gold
thats when I woke up in the middle of the night
I felt the sweat drippin' down my forehead and I felt a little bit of fright
as I layed in the darkness, I felt cold and my heart was pumpin' a mile a minute
then I rememberd the sparrows from my dream
God said in bible his eyes are on the sparrow so does that mean he's watchin' over me
(course)
Walkin' down a hopeless path
lost in the shadows of a broken past
fadein' into darkness as Satan laughs
the demons eatin' away at my soul
Satan's leadin' my way to the cold
of this lonely little world
as the darkness takes hold
of this lonely little girl
but if I'm scared I won't show it
and if my soul hurts the Devil won't know it
I know that Jesus promised he'd never leave me
but I feel so far from him n' copin' wit a broken past is never eazy