This is a poem I wrote eariler today at school I had finished my English test and I was bored plus I was feelin' a bit upset because I found out some things from my doctor yesterday and I decided to write a poem after the test just to pass the time and get my emotions out so I wrote this poem
I cried myself to sleep last night
Tryin' to fight pain thats too deep to fight
The Doctor told me sumthin' I didn't want to hear
and when she told me I felt my eyes start to tear
I woke up in pain this mourning, looked outside n rain was pourin'
and deep down inside my soul the pain was stormin'
In a matter of just 1 day my whole future vanished
I'll never become a nurse or join the army my whole life is damaged
The only thing I have left to consult in is the paper n pen
because lately the poems n songs seem to be my only friends
They listen to me when no1 else is willin' to
I close my eyes n think to myself Christina this is killin' u
I cried myself to sleep last night
tryin' to fight pain thats too deep to fight