Still exist

[Mr.Maximum]

another verse from unfinished track let me know what you think,thanks - MAXIMUM

i had always thought, you'd catch me or at least
break my fall, and keep me upon my feet
now i've lost at all, and your so far from me
thats the cost, of caring loving and one dream
i sit and ponder, why fuck i even bother
i mean last summer, was good and that was without her
now shes pushing me under and i'm drownding
damn its a wonder i havent died yet my heads pounding
i burn the pictures and bury all my passion
i know i'll miss her, but i'll hide it with sarcasm
wish this and that shit hurts,theres some heavy baggage
thats life though i'm injured, but i'm not collapsin
kill my inner me, and break myself to fix
you may see it differently, i'm just tired of being helpless
i say farwell bitterly, and i'm still going through hell with this
but as i run out of energy, i know that with you gone i still exist