Out Of It

[Ka0t1c]

i close my eyes and picture a realm unexplored forever changing before me
so i adventure the more interesting things as i'm in a day dream
stranger than normal cuz i've now entered it's portal
accepting my relaying of warnings sent in this morning

i get thru that door then i brainstorm whatever and maybe
again i can soar cuz i know it's better escaping this floor
just don't wake me, let me snore away, the pressure of war
makes me unpleasantly torn, i'd appreciate it greatly

do angels await me in the Heavens or's the Devil in store
well no answers i'm facing, i'm going backwards, i'm breaking
one chance i can't ignore cuz the fact is i'm aching
i have to roar instead of encore, my past i'm not pasting

my every notepad and also cardboard i'm trashing, they're wasting
to the ashes they'll baste in, from scratch i'm reborn, i am your new baby
are you glad, gonna take me Dad, i've been formed
to add towards creating my captions, yet no reward

umbilical cord; slash it to save me, i'll abandon uniform
til they need to close my casket, decaying for our planet
you gave me rough patches, playing my patience, i've had it
my plan's to move forward and at last explain me to the mass as an outcast

cuz that's just my chore...

[Ka0t1c]

thanx for the comments, i kept rewriting this piece until it flowed right