No matter what I thought about the future you were part of it
Not a small part the end, beginning and the start of it
That means that my life ends with ya, and you’re the one who started it
As well as being the light that lights my path up like a star through it
(/What do I do with all these images)
(/It’s hard to think the images of marriage, kids and where we’d live)
Won’t play out now you’re gone but still you’re the one I wanna give
My whole life up for, ‘cause you’re the one I want it with
No doubt about it in my mind we’d share my life I’m positive
(/visions keep circling my mind)
(/But still the visions of our future circle round inside my mind)
It hurts inside but imagination helps it’s what I hide behind
‘cause all these images and thoughts of you are making me go blind
Can’t see my life without you without sight there is no way I’ll find
(/new land to built my life upon)
(/A new path to take or new land to build my life upon)
So I guess forever now I’ll stay here wandering what I did so wrong
And what I could have done to help me move us steadily along
The path I laid for us, which you eroded all and now it’s gone
Even though we ain’t together I’m still wandering what our future holds
I know all that I want it to, in love ‘till me and you are old
If people tried to stop us wouldn’t listen to what you were told
If they tried to fold our love down me and you would rip right through the fold
(/But now all my dreams have ended now)
(/but now all the dreams I had are shattered down and ended now)
The straight path that I built you covered it and then you bent it round
I built our future up and feels like you have gone and sent it down
And smashed it on the floor there’s nothing left for me to defend now
(/Don’t see how I could cope alone)
(/can’t see or figure out a away that I would ever cope alone)
No one can replace you so It’ll just be me when I’m at home
No one I want to meet no one I want to talk to on the phone
So you’ll be the first and then the last love that I’ve ever known
(/But in a way I’m kind of glad)
(/but even though it’s hurting me in some ways guess I’m kinda glad)
Sad I won’t be with you sad that we won’t be a mum and dad
Glad that I had time with you glad you gave me the chance I had
To spend my whole life with you won’t forget you please remember that
Don’t wanna have to realise me and you will live on separate lines
My love for you won’t go so this is calling upon desperate times
Hope you have a happy life ‘cause I know that I’ve messed up mine
The next guy that you’re with is dead but lucky ‘cause he’s next in line
To be the one to keep you happy, kiss and hug you when you’re sleeping
Say the things I said to you and go the places we been
The more I think about it more I breakdown from this feeling
My decision is to get you back make sure you never see him
‘cause on top of missing you and knowing I’m the one who fucked it up
Jealousy’s to much to handle don’t think I could suck it up
And try move on from you, ‘cause I’m hooked and now forever stuck
I’m getting you back I mean, what ever happens with what ever luck
I’m gunna do all it takes because our future is far too important
To not happen how it’s planned, to disregard the thoughts and to ignore ‘em
Every aspect of our lives I’m sure that we both had our joint plans for ‘em
So lets meet up one day and cuddle together in bed in your room
