Where am i going today, i'm slowly floating away
while growing's my pain so i know i'm not okay
cuz i'm showin my strain when my composure's to maintain
as a soldier i should regain my focus and remain
open, i may not notice always the point to be gained
or have the voice to explain every moment but i'll say
i hope that i may not disappoint and relay
good choices or i'd stay in the void
it's something no one wants to display
because dull like the color of grey
i wouldn't discover my emotions, oh they'd
be still covered under from exposure like clay
molded and i'd just complain shruggin my shoulders
feelin real ashamed...