april pt. 3

[Ka0t1c]

i tampered with fate to feel more alive
and to see what is real thru these mortal's eyes
but i made my mistakes and i fought for my breaks
tho i didn't always try
i wanted to face the horror's lies
and slaughter the snake, not replace him
oh save me but why bother?
i thought i was fake, to the sky i prayed on most high
so goodbye being a saint, to the gates, please just die
help me escape those ties then i might realise
i am great to rise cuz i would relate
cuz i'm no longer to shy away from the prize
it aint a cake walk, alright
i'm now crazy in my mind
erase things inside or change me
i'm blind to their painting of life
i'm waiting but i'm maybe too late
but disquises created this stranger
they're spies quite frank
point blank my mindstate needs tape
unwind me, be kind, i thank you
i signed the line, doing time like crime
they shanked me, the sun shine's not mine
cuz shady designs dictate me, my patience declined
quit wasting my climb to raising my spine
i'm blazing til fried...