[Chorus] I just feel like there one big hole in my life, cause my kids dont talk to me, my ma dont wanna see me, my girl just broke up with me, one big hole in my life
[Verse] My life is like a sand pit you walk in and you sink,
everything ticks you off and fall deeper in the pit,
its up to your neck, you want some respect but you dont got a pot to piss in,
listen up, this is my life my story, no my life aint got no glory,
but i work every day to feed my kids who dont even talk to me,
i pray to jesus every day to just friggin take me away from this damn world,
which i just hate, this damn money is like bait,
i go after it and i cant catch it, trying to prove myself but i cant rap it,
no i do freestyles and shit but i just cant rap it.
[Chorus] I just feel like there one big hole in my life, cause my kids dont talk to me, my ma dont wanna see me, my girl just broke up with me, one big hole in my life
[Verse 2] My girl broke up with me,
what cause i left the toilet seat up,
what cause i spanked my kids when they werent doing good,
what its not like I smacked them with wood,
we coulda had a nice life together,
but apparently the weather in our heads,
was fogging up our brains,
we dont know the difference between right or wrong,
no this aint a song im rapping, rap im rapping, and mapping out my plan to sucess,
to suceed in this crazy world in which i live in,
i eat food out a tin can,
when i was little my mom used to spanked me with a pan,
all these people be getting tans,
but while they be getting tans i be getting bruises on my ass.
[Chorus] I just feel like there one big hole in my life, cause my kids dont talk to me, my ma dont wanna see me, my girl just broke up with me, one big hole in my life
[Verse 3] I keep trying but it feel like i be dieing inside
climbing this mountain is like climbing a pile of shit,
you get to the top and you slip and fall down putting
you in deeper shit then you was in before,
i keep knocking on heavens door but it aint opening,
just got dissed by a fourteen year
old shit man thats pretty cold thats how much i suck,
but i keep trying cause i neva give up,
no matta what you go through neva give up,
to all the haters of you, tell them to shut the fuck up..
[Chorus] I just feel like there one big hole in my life, cause my kids dont talk to me, my ma dont wanna see me, my girl just broke up with me, one big hole in my life.
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