If I Was To Die Tonight...

by **MC Anonymous** » Sep 24th, '09, 20:18

On a rooftop, life is lost, tears will fall
when droplets pops then I'll fear your calls
hear sirens, the air around me is silent
this pain in my eyes and I can't disguise it
beginning of the end, I'm confused with thought
cold air fills my lungs, the abuse has brought
me to a point where life is burdens I have
and the notes of suicide keeps burning my scabs
I see my breath, take a step to the edge
calling and screaming, tires screetchin', then I said
''Enough of your love, you just make this harder''
I Close my eyes, think of heavenly father
Think of my family, the ones I lost
Hear the voice of my sister, she's isn't gone
Tamara, I'll be with you, it will be true
I see you, I fall deeper I will meet you...
Tears down my cheeks, It's a metaphor of sorts
cause it splashes, it's gone, it disappears from force
Of cement, and I see, my future paved indeed
I clentch my fists and I heavily breathe
''You love me don't you?''.. I say to myself
with no answer by me, I pray, but I'm dealt
with sorrow and misery, people always hitting me
with their words, like I'm never even listening
it's absurd to think that I am wanted here
I deserve to be wanted in this haunted sphere
pain slowly rises, I show these eyes with
blood in my pupils, evil iris
I take off my shirt, and I throw it off
face the back of the ledge, in the cold of smog
lift my feet both at once, and I'm falling off
hit the floor with a thud, now a life is lost...