What If

by **MC Anonymous** » Sep 29th, '09, 20:25

Hey you, over there, your standing in the mirror
my terror is ever clearer, reflectin' what I am feelin'
Every day I look at you, every day you pass me
like nothing has ever happened? why me?
You see Hannah, when you came on my bus today
I was suprised, and shocked, it kinda made my day
You said Hi, I said Hi, you asked how am I doing
I told you fine, that was it, damn coward, I'm stupid
I should have told you, every single day I think about
How I wanna write you a letter, so you could read it loud
instead I ignored, maybe hatred I had
for you lieing to me, not even saying my bad
and ignoring my messages, and giving me lies
shit like this makes it hard for living, I try
To expel my emotions, with furious pain
but what the fuck that gonna do besides a serious gain

What if, these people never forget
about the things you have done,
about the things you have kept
What If, you can make them recieve
the pain they inflict by forgetting bout' thee..

rarely sit and cry but you know what, I can break
when I break, I just concentrate, conversate
to myself, and I wonder, what it is about me
that people disregard my existance and doubt me
Like Megan for example, who lives away
and she sits and says, but she gives the day
away to people, never has time for me
she acts like I'm blind with no mind to see
that she doesn't care anymore, and I'm alone
shiverin' in my home, in a zone, broken bones
wrote a little poem once, it was about her
known the girl for 5 years, why she a doubter?
Even when, we was in the same school...a lame fool
thinkin that she ever cared, look at what I've came too
a brain dead bitch, stuck inside of a ditch
rhyming with spit, puttin' thoughts in the lines and shit...

What if, these people never forget
about the things you have done,
about the things you have kept
What If, you can make them recieve
the pain they inflict by forgetting bout' thee..