Hang Me High (Slightly Epic)

[Yah-hah]

The wind licks my back and my aching shoulders,
Bleeding just waiting for this beating to be over,
I call out Jehovah but he ignores my call,
He needs me to struggle it's the only way I'll be strong,
I gotta prove them wrong so I gotta move on,
Through tears I symbolize my life through a song,
Carrying my cross up this hill its so heavy I can't recover,
My cross in one hand a football in the other,
Continue looking for rest I give up cause its aimless,
Because these changes are changing into the chains I'm still chained in,
People mock and laugh like their blameless,
Would cry out in anguish but im numb and so painless,
These thorns in my head let the blood trickle down in my eyes,
Not suprised seems like ive always been blind,
Lullibies that kept me warm are now leaving me cold,
I.V. in my arm pumping hate straight to my soul,
But what do you expect when my cross is so heavy,
Hanging me high I won't die Im not ready,

Keeping my hands steady everytime the whip crashes,
Oh wait someone's looking guess i better start laughin,
So hypicritical miserable everytime that i smile,
Scars so viceral yet the pain only lasts for a while,
Honestly if you come and run in my arms,
I'd just collapse cause these beatings seeming just to hard,
I know I seem strong but in reality Im weak,
Demons so big and Im just something to eat,
From my cheek bloody tears drip into the dirt,
I wash the bloodstains from my shirt so you can't see my hurt,
Hang me on my cross but it just falls in the sand,
Do my lips seem so disirable with all these holes in my hand,
My skin hurts from rope burns they keep holding me down,
Hooks in my mouth turns my smile into a frown,
Turn around Roman soldier punching me in my mouth,
I smile turn around and just spit the blood out,

You can't keep me down I'll just rise above it,
Brush the ash off my shoulder still alive because its,
In my blood in my soul its my destiny,
From my birth to my death I can't rest you see,
The tears in my eyes how its affecting me,
Affectionately you caress me telling me its okay,
This persecution lasts only 364 more days,
I can't relax I got too many splinters in my back,
Shins still broken from falling into these traps,
Put on that act and yet you call me a loser,
Casts on my kneecaps when you broke them so I would suffocate sooner,
Lunar eclipse couldn't see the sun before i was found,
Blood is so blinding this clock just keeps winding down,
Throughout the whole town you can hear them laughing at me,
Frown when you see that I can still smile without all of my teeth,
You knock them out and continue to knock me down,
Take my lashes the whip crashes without making a sound,
In my face there you eat while im starved for weeks,
I got blisters on my feet from walking around in these cleats,
The punches never end it just never seems to cease,
Teeth grinding now that im biting right through my mouthpiece,
Visions so fainted tainted looking through my facemask,
My face is smashed how long will this onslaught last,
Im beaten bashed till all my bones are broken,
Seein the flash from whiplash from words that I've spoken,
Chokin on this rope you put around my neck,
And I dont expect from hanging that ill get some rest,

Unless of course your like me so filled with remores,
Dagger in my heart now your attacking the sourse,
Man how did this metamorphosis happen,
Even the corpses are laughin they stand up and start clappin,
But I rise up and grin the crowds pulse weakens,
Won't stop fighting till its my pulse that ceases,
My flame burns eternal it can never be extinguished,
Relinquished flying out the ash like a phoenix,
Yet im so blind 17 years since they turned out the light,
My arms are ripped apart from pulling my straight jacket so tight,
Russian roulette with a bullet in every chamber,
They watch as this stranger pulls the trigger in anger,
Im so tired and to end it all just seems so simple,
9 millimeter round piercing my temple,
Beaten and torn the tears contain my green eyes,
Vision so distorted I couldn't see if I tried,
My last words are spoken through broken lips burning see,
They're so weak yet they echo throughout eternity

[Yah-hah]

Thinkin if I recorded this one I would just do it in one verse cause I wrote it as a keystyle thing at first but after like the 3rd page I was like watever

[Fa-Q]

Damn man.....this is great imagery....it was so long though lol crazy drop tho...

[Yah-hah]

Thanks Cole always diggin my stuff appreciate it.
Fa-Q ha you know I can't stop writing :P I even cut a bunch of material out of this one hahahahah wat am I doin with my life

[Yah-hah]

Sorry it seems kinda long but like a keystyle gone bad kinda thing