Well I posted the first verse earlier and I had a different hook on it but that was like a sad hook and I thought this was like a dark song. See what you think oh and I'm not quiter sure about the title...as of right now its "No Matter What"
I have a street to pave,
To do so, I have to cheat my grave,
A seat to save, my feets a slave,
To my own self, but this beats brave,
And it keeps me sain,
And at night sleeps my pain,
At day break, I try and stay awake,
I see places in my mind,
I have faces to find,
As I taste the wine,
As I chase time,
I chase time, like the minute hand chases the hour hand,
Just a second, I'm so weak, I don't have the power to stand,
I feel like I have the world, all on my shoulders,
Defending something bigger than me, like fallen soldiers,
I feel alone, like a candle in darkness, trying to bring light,
Or like a bird, nervous, worried if I'll sing right,
After the day my heart turns peaceful, I dream at night,
But I seem to fight, and if there's a gleam of light,
A glimmer of hope, I'll try and find it,
But it seems I fall from the thinner rope,
And know even a winner can choke,
No matter what, I'll stay strong,
No matter what, or how long, I'll stay strong,
No matter what it takes out of me,
I'll silence that conscience that's doubting me,
At last I stand, and run forward as fast as I can,
But I'm lost with an atlas in hand,
Angry, I guess you do want the spawn of Satan,
I fall on my own front lawn, waitin,
So as an assailant attacks at full speeds,
So will my anger which feeds what my soul needs,
But seeing that my racing mind,
Makes my brain speed up,
Because I'm chasing time,
And I see your records but yall are erasing mine,
I can taste crime, on my dry lips, my piecing tongue,
Because I found, whoever is more fierce has won,
Yet I'm still weak, from constant running, and I'm trapped in a daze,
And since my mind is a mapped maze,
I see nothing but corn fields and fake signs,
I take time, to have each word awake my lines,
I fall into darkness, so much that the light is swallowed whole,
And its still empty, simply because of my hollowed soul,
No matter what, I'll stay strong,
No matter what, or how long, I'll stay strong,
No matter what it takes out of me,
I'll silence that conscience that's doubting me,
My pain resonates, and my present hate,
I'm the curse that's in time a gift, thatll give your mind a lift,
That pain is like falling into a bed of roses,
Sleeping, and my head dozes,
I'm tired, but in hind sight,
I should die, and see what behind the light,
As it shined white, and here I sit on cloud nine,
When all you jealous fucks on cloud eight, are trying to shroud mine,
But my former demon, is in the corner screamin,
"Remember me, I'm the one that helped you write those lyrics,
Every single syllable, you and your pen had close spirits,
Sittin alone, no girl, just you and dulling lead,
Trying to sleep on your folding bed,
Holding your head, cause of your headaches,
Your mind tries and meditates,
And I just waited in the shadows, lurking, watch, and think,
So just know, I'm the blotches of ink,
I'm the one that helps you move on, even when you grooves gone,"
No matter what, I'll stay strong,
No matter what, or how long, I'll stay strong,
No matter what it takes out of me,
I'll silence that conscience that's doubting me,