(Chorus x2)
Love me, hate me, hurt me deeply
Our hopes and dreams, in the dirt beneath me
Her conscience calls, they ring so loudly
Tears don’t fall, now they crash around me
(NIMBUS)
Shadow of my former self, morbid in this dormant hell
These tears crash, FUCK YOU is what the torrents yell
Miss me, I can sorta tell, and now that you’re gone
I see our relations were stable as J Fox’s forearms
Wrote you like 4 songs, but trust me, it didn’t help
And if tears were acid, I wouldn’t have your picture left
Miss it, yeah, but bitch, you’re not a hot star
Left my heart empty and vacant…kinda like your bras are
You and him, talkin more, behind me while the distance grew
Had me hating my self, like what the fuck I didn’t do
Don’t get it misconstrued, yeah, my hatred has grew
But I took the barrel out my mouth and just aimed it at you
Painted a fool, struck out, this guys the batter up
On deck, open heart, waiting to get it shattered bud
Add it up, you leave soon as it gets tough
Learned my lesson hun, don’t date sluts for the big buts
Shit sucks, why would I ask you to be my queen
Love drunk, cupid don’t need to see I.D.
Said it was a short break, it’d be light speed
Held my breath and died blue, just like Levi Jeans
(Chorus x2)
Love me, hate me, hurt me deeply
Our hopes and dreams, in the dirt beneath me
Her conscience calls, they ring so loudly
Tears don’t fall, now they crash around me
(Anonymous)
Life drains through knife pains, stays the same way
but flames drain every day, brain decays, sane-
insane? OK? I don't know when it's coming through
nothings new, something's funny? maybe it's my trust in you
blood lust, encased love, and loss, lost cause
my jaws all, sore, tired of all yall
sitting, writing on walls, fighting the calls
of the demons in my mind, leaking blood on my palms
speaking to the blind, cause my face is gone
they can't see what is found, what is lost, or pawned
In their eyes, I'm the same, just a shadow of black
and when I speak I can leave with my battle intact
never believed, never seen, never cried for you
everytime you ever lied, I was dieing fool,
but now, I'm a different person, a version of hate
celibate to your pain, I'm a virgin of fate
you'll never fuck me again, with the blood in my pen
I'll make sure that you'll die, and I'm living within
never giving me sin, with red ribbons
and ten presents, lead in my head writing dread in ten seconds
instead you will die, I will live forever
motherfucker you are gone, dead in embers
and my head remembers, I'll never forget it
if you're family or not, on my shit list, it's sentenced...
(Chorus x2)
Love me, hate me, hurt me deeply
Our hopes and dreams, in the dirt beneath me
Her conscience calls, they ring so loudly
Tears don’t fall, now they crash around me