My Time Machine(long but please feed)

[Spyder]

off the album, i figured might as well post all the lyrics in CW sense theyll be in AS soon enough
sorry its so long, but its heart felt so please feed
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Let me bring you back, before I got the swing of rap
Cause all thoughts of the past is really startin to sting my ass.
Pissed off non-stop I wish I could just bring it back
Fuck it up worse and not leave a fuckin thing intact.
So travel back before I had to let loose and grab a beer
When good rap was here and no smoke was in the atmosphere
But the fact is clear, these bad times force these bad rhymes
Switch the shit up a little to get these mad lines.
Hypochondriac, Insomniac so hurry me into bed
Diseased in the head I cant sleep in need of the meds
Like every fuckin thing just worries me to the death
Wonderin where the fuck is the jurry for my defense?
I just panic and get these anxiety attacks, try and relax
Attempt to kill my thoughs but theyre fighting me back
But I fight til I snap im getting fuckin tired of this crap
Cant let myself express my health so why do I rap?
Im always bored to death at a war with vets
So I end stretched and vegged out more or less
Up to my neck in debt like im abortin checks
Trying to pay attention but I cant afford the shit
Please set the date way back to ninety three
Back when the great times werent in behind of me
But see time sneaks ever so silently
If you can get high of life cant wait till I OD
Now my phone off the hook but I just let it ring, hell…
Try to catch some sleep but it runs like everything else.

Hook(X2)
I would trade all of my friends and the doe
I would trade my skills to put an end to the show
I would put an end to the rhymes that I say
If it just meant I could travel time for a day.

wheres the magic I coulda grabbed it coulda made it
I shoulda had it been famous its to bad that I waited.
Infatuated in this game in which ive been placed
Past ways changed my last days and got me erased.
A new man finally whilin and usin these two hands
To do damn, shit that gets his ass in the new stands
So whose fans, whens the screams turn to yellin and shouts
And shit get loud, bring back the cello to mellow him out.
Wish I could go back in time to impact the lives
Of the friends and guys who impacted mine.
And not pack this nine, where did the good times go
Never eased til deceased or stoppin my rhyme flow.
Though I know dudes be after me cuz I got the top spot
Runnin to jump and hop blocks like hopscotch.
Hit the stopwatch to make it stop, put shit in reverse
How can you be gittin it worse when im livin the curse?
Gone in to remission for every time im spittin a verse
Fucked up the future all cause my visions were blurred.
My dreams big, scared that ill always remain underground
Ive become this clown scarin every friend to come around
Stunned and frowned I just want to have someone proud
My lyrics sung out loud, but im in over my head n begun to drown.
To some it sounds, like a cry for attention and help
Want respect… but how when im not respectin myself?
Things from the past haunt me, I shrug it off nonchalantly
All these bottled tears I got from years has gotten me.
I cant take it, pain like an earthquake hit, enraged fit
Inside my mind but elsewhere I just stay and sit,
Let them keep sayin shit, hurt em but is it worth it
Wish I could just go back and be a different person.

Hook(X2)
I would trade all of my friends and the doe
I would trade my skills to put an end to the show
I would put an end to the rhymes that I say
If it just meant I could travel time for a day.

[bullet_boy46]

you owe me for reading this... read straight outta staten...

and this was really dope felt it

[Spyder]

thanks bro

and yeah ill check it

[Spyder]

thanks bro

what you mean take the concept into the verses, just curious

[Spyder]

i get ya i get ya
and yea i knew we talked about having a similar piece, what happened to it

[Spyder]

more personal = better track imo
but u have your reasons

[Emadyville]

I thought the verses were dope as fuck, not sure how the hook will be tho on this, I'm real curious to hear it. I thought the flow worked well, the rhymes were nice I def enjoyed, and it was def from the heart son, good piece

[Spyder]

thanks Emady

[Relapse.LP]

Great verse, no lie.

Perhaps you can vary the flow a bit and the subject content, but that's a minor issue. Great work.

[Emadyville]

thanks Emady

I had some rhymes from your third verse in a verse I wrote like 6 weeks ago, never recorded it tho so I guess it's impossible, unless you read my mind

[Spyder]

thanks LP i acutally might siwtch some lyrics but idk

and @ Emady, its one of my many powers
were they like exact lyrics or similar, and where in the 2nd verse cause i wrote some of it tonight

[Emadyville]

thanks LP i acutally might siwtch some lyrics but idk

and @ Emady, its one of my many powers
were they like exact lyrics or similar, and where in the 2nd verse cause i wrote some of it tonight

nevermind, one word was the same, the rest of your rhymes were different, jogged my memory tho from that verse lol

[Spyder]

well dont worry i get a couple of lines and a word mixed up to hahahha

naw its good

[Yah-hah]

Yeah verse got kinda long at time but I got the same problem....only with totem poles yeah spydie hook was best part

[Spyder]

thanks Pink and YH