I was thinking of an alternate story of my life last night before I went to sleep.
So, i was thinking from way back when I was 10. If I hadn't moved house, I wouldn't switch schools. If I hadn't switched schools, I wouldn't meet my best friend. Also, if I didn't move house, I wouldn't choose the high school I went to.
If I didn't choose that high school, I wouldn't meet Rachel. And if I hadn't met Rachel, I couldn't relate to Eminem.
If I never knew Eminem and loved him so much, I wouldn't have met a friend who had a friend who introduced me to TRshady. Then I wouldn't even have met you all.
If I hadn't met you all, I wouldn't have bothered to rap and I wouldn't even bother to learn.
And because of my best friend, I randomly put my diploma as my seventh choice and I got it. I went to polytechnic and met many random people that changed my mindset significantly.
And in polytechnic I met a friend who beatbox and if I hadn't, I wouldn't be interested in beatboxing at all, which financed me in the past few years until I got this stable job.
But i wonldn't be in this job if I had chosen the right diploma for my future, which makes me think again of the choices that I've made in my life that would create an alternate ending.
I'm not crazy.