i never said it's a 'sacred event'. i'm far from that
i just still got that stupid dream that maybe one day i will find my soulmate ahuahuahua^^
no, for real. we had this talk about it on biology class, it was about the whole evolution issue.
see, we are human beings, we always preach about the genius of human brain, boast about inventing so many things, but deep inside we're still animals. we have the basic needs, like hunger, thirst, bodily needs, sexual needs. but at the same time we long for security, love [as this support feeling, you know] and self-fulfillment [Maslow all the way, biaaatch

]. and i just hate to think that we, as humans who evoluted from chipmunks to almost perfect creatures, invented sliced bread and The Sims 2, still think about sex only as fulfilling this basic, almost animal-like need. not the human need.
that's why i hate porn with passion, because i think we could be better than that. and also i was listening to Apathy's "Chemical" and there was this line:
dirty as the bathroom in New York club scenes, a chemical river that flows through veins of drug fiends, ob-scene, un-clean, love between teens. and it was disgusting from the very obvious reason: i hate dirty bathrooms, and the thought of having sex next to shitted lavatory seat just killed me.
i'm far from religion right now. i'm about the humanity itself.
i'm sugar-high btw. i'm a hypocrite, too.