VENT: WTF is wrong with all the TRShady "rappers"???

[mdemaz]

And I dunno why Solace suddenly despises me, I haven't done anything to him or anyone.

Show me where I said I despised you.

You never said it bro, you sorta came off as you did...
Just forget it dude, I'm not mad, just worried that this forum is falling apart, I don't wanna feel like this.

I sort of get the feeling that I'm a annoying presence in this place now,.
When I've been away from here for about a week with life shit and working on other audio projects, you guys have seemed to have made my previous work look like it's a present day standard of quality because I released soo much crap..

What am I doing wrong to look like such a faggot?

I want to make this clear, that I love most of you guys, you are like a second family, not to sound corny, but there are some people here that are fucking it up.

And to Sweet Tooth, I don't have a problem with you man, but you gotta tell me what I'm doing wrong and I can fix it.
I have a pair of legs, it's never say die for me.
Even if I never make it in the game, I'll die trying.

[Solace]

You never said it bro, you sorta came off as you did...
Just forget it dude, I'm not mad, just worried that this forum is falling apart, I don't wanna feel like this..

Because my paragraph about how you were fronting acting like you are actually able to make a good music video and then listed a bunch of crappy excuses? I gave you proper critique on everything you were saying. I have given what most don't (proper, honest feedback), and you think I'm coming off as if I despised you. If you can't accept proper feed, you shouldn't be asking for it from everyone that has told you off about your music. FreeSpeech is being honest as fuck. I don't agree with him on all of it, but he has a point. A very good one.

but look at Solace, he told me he uses a desktop mic and his quality is the best ive heard on the site IMO

Aye $20 well spent.



Oops, don't mind the toilet paper doe. It's for fapping and when I have a stuffy or runny nose, yadig?

[FreeSpeech]

Mdemaz, I don't have a problem with you (or anyone on TR) personally. I don't care what you say or do. I was just trying to get you all to stop being delusional. You're only hurting yourself. I've heard of some of your problems in life, and I feel for you, but you can't keep telling yourself you're doing this right. The path your on is not one to having any semblance of a career. I feel like no one here has actually studied how to do music properly. Sure, you might be able to rhyme 5 syllables and loop some piano keys, but that is 1% of the whole thing. You have to put in SO much work outside of just writing. When you've been doing this 3+ years and your shit is still amateur as hell, you need to reevaluate what you're doing. Yes, it likely takes over 3 years to actually be successful and develop a great unique style, but when you still sound like a 15 year old rapping on a webcam over some bland beat, you're doing it wrong.

And for whoever has asked, i don't fuck with anyone on here musically. None of it is good to me. It's all bland and generic "deep" rap, with no personality. It's like every other youtube rapper alive.

Ironically, I admit Class_TheKing is the best I've heard out of TR. That said, he still isn't very good.

[DƎRDYPK]

closet PK fan in the building yall, also the executive producer on my new album

[mdemaz]

You never said it bro, you sorta came off as you did...
Just forget it dude, I'm not mad, just worried that this forum is falling apart, I don't wanna feel like this..

Because my paragraph about how you were fronting acting like you are actually able to make a good music video and then listed a bunch of crappy excuses? I gave you proper critique on everything you were saying. I have given what most don't (proper, honest feedback), and you think I'm coming off as if I despised you. If you can't accept proper feed, you shouldn't be asking for it from everyone that has told you off about your music. FreeSpeech is being honest as fuck. I don't agree with him on all of it, but he has a point. A very good one.

Nah, wasn't the feed, was some other shit..I forgot now, but it stuck in my mind for a bit, so I typed that, lol..

Nah, it's all cool man...I think this is all just a big misunderstanding.

I guess I have been a whiny faggot sometimes, but I know what to do when somebody tells me what's wrong, make it better.

But that video was just a video really..Nothing special..Just a clip, not saying that's a way around it's shitty quality, but it's just a clip of me rapping and nothing more..

I can take bad feed and constructive criticism like you gave, but I was taking it for soo long I was starting to think you guys just wanted to bag on me all the time even when I dropped half-decent stuff last year...
That's probably why I thought you just thought of me as a fool and a blind arrogant moron.

I never thought of you in a negative way in the sense of a person, it was just at the time, I was getting a bit pissed off with people just fucking dissing me and not fucking giving me good comments about my songs.

Or saying shit like, you need to enunciate your words better...
Well yeah, I did, but even still, on my new track, I spoke clear English and people didn't understand me..

I'm sorry if I can't speak American, I was born on this island, not America.

Anyway, I'm not really dissing the people that said that, because at least they said something that could help me, but it's just something that can lead to just fucked up shit mentally for a lot of people that submit work here to be judged by the glaring eyes of the wonderful members of this forum, ready to pounce on any dumb fuck that raps like an idiot or has shit quality and then swarm to the old members who have good stuff.

Not dissing Ax and all, but you know, it get's a bit dumb after a while when you get slept on.

Solace dude, your one of my favorite members here, you are shockingly intelligent for your age, you put a person like me in my place a few times, you know what's up already.
I sort of feel like an idiot every time you end up positively ethering me when I say dumb shit.
A lot of other people put me in my place too.

Over time though, this has developed into a great experience, I've listened to your tracks and shit, I give you feed, chill out on here and shit.
You always know when to straighten me out.

I never intended for me to think that you hated me, I just though that because for a long time, I felt like everyone hated me as a person.

I'm not trying to kiss your ass, it's real talk, same goes for many other members here, I love your company, it's fun to read some shit you said and etc..
I don't give a fuck about the drama now, everyone here pretty much plays a vital role in this forum socially.
I'm turning to this state of mind that's about respecting you people because that's all I feel is relevant now after all that's happened.

I feel I have failed to deliver a decent image to you people and I feel stupid.
I seemed to give out mixed messages and you people get what I say twisted, like Solace did and many others.

Anyway, fuck this shit, FS made me chuckle a bit, Simon Cowell..
XD
I understand you wanna help Speech, that's fine, I just want the path that's right for me and I'll find it eventually..

[FreeSpeech]

Also, for comparison, check out some KanyeToThe rappers. they are working with the same resources as you all, I know that for a fact. But they have managed to make it look and sound great. You don't need expensive equipment to get a quality product.

Example: Fuze the MC. I'm not a HUGE fan of his music (though he's far better and has way more personality than any TR rapper), but he presents it in a very professional manner. He hits up people on forums who have dope beats, he gets his album covers designed by guys on forums instead of getting shit and stock pics off Google images.

[Spyder]

aye Sol whatever works man sounds great.


and hahahahaah why not tissues dawg
the vick's one give ya dick hole that minty sensation

[DƎRDYPK]

there ya go

[FreeSpeech]

there ya go

haha I fixed it, forgot how to do the embeds here. TR has some antique ass embedding methods SMH...

Nice location BTW, looks like you'll be dropping the next Illmatic

[DƎRDYPK]

fuck yea
can't go wrong with Barack Obama as my right hand man

[mdemaz]

That guy is great....

Also, basically some the stuff I said in the last few posts, I've said before in Audio Stage a while ago..I guess it would be good if I said it all at once here...

But yeah, I can only get better now.

Btw, I'm sorry if my responses sounded like excuses, but I felt like explaining a few things..

[Solace]

Mdemaz, do you ever realize you type up way more than you really need to? Lol. No one is downing your music because of your accent. They down it because it isn't good. But that aside, yes we've realized you improved. A majority of the active TRShady members also have an accent. Shit, a majority of the active TRShady members listen to a lot of music by artists that have an accent. People aren't attacking you because it's fun to do so. The reason you were taking negative feedback for so long is because you didn't improve. No one is to blame but yourself.

@FreeSpeech, that Fuze track was pretty dope. Really enjoyable.

aye Sol whatever works man sounds great.
and hahahahaah why not tissues dawg
the vick's one give ya dick hole that minty sensation

Well idk my mom just doesn't buy tissues so I just keep a roll of toilet paper in my room at all times (also good for let's say if I spill some juice lol...). Vick's has tissue paper? That must be fuckin' insane lmfao.

[mdemaz]

Haha..True...

[FreeSpeech]

@FreeSpeech, that Fuze track was pretty dope. Really enjoyable.

You should check him out. I personally don't listen to him much, but I respect his grind and some of his songs are dope. He won a contest to get his music on MTV and opened for Kendrick Lamar with Dr. Dre in attendance. He posts a lot on KTT. Dude is the perfect example of a "forum rapper" doing it right (and he doesn't confine himself to forums, he's in the real world making moves too).

[mdemaz]

I wish I could make big moves...I wanna make big moves, but I don't know where to start.

My friends support me yeah, but I want something that's gonna work..