"Going Through Changes" gets me through the day.

[Blu]

In all honesty, I feel fucking depressed.

I feel like I'm in some sort of a slump, my emotions are playing tricks on me.

This is the only song that makes me feel good about myself, and "Beautiful".

I was thinking earlier that maybe I was put here on this Earth to be the clown, but the recluse on the inside. I just feel so distant from everyone else. I know you guys are thinking "oh it's just typical teenage problems" but really, it isn't. Sometimes I don't even feel like I have a family.

Just strangers I call brothers and two adults I call Mom and Dad.

Sometimes I just wanna live on my own, just be away from everyone else. I could go to parties or some shit, but I just wouldn't really enjoy myself. I mean sure, I'd be up there dancing and cheering and whatnot but deep down inside I'd know that this isn't where I belong.

I think that's why I act so outlandish, to get away from the lonely behaviors. But I just know being alone is better for me.

Listening to "Beautiful" atm.

[AbramIsaac]

Not giving a fuck doesn't change the fact that life sucks.

Not giving a fuck, in fact, only helps you if you're doing something crazy...like robbing a bank, or becoming a rapper.

[AbramIsaac]

Interesting perspective...

[D Chronic]

We all get like that homie, listen to what you need to listen to, just don't do anything harmful to yourself.

For whatever it's worth, you may feel like a stranger at home, but you're a somebody on TR.

[lakewaking]

man up pussy boy and quit being a bitch n i g g a.. dudes cryin on the internet. smh do u need a tissue



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[macdaddy019967]

fucking pathetic

[macdaddy019967]

Like you. ^

Typical Virgin Response

[J.R.]

Well I guess we're gonna have to wait on more of those lakewaking video's....

Anyway, Blu, I felt like that before man. You gotta keep your head up and motivate yourself. Think about people who love you. They exist, I'm sure of it.

[macdaddy019967]

Like you. ^

Typical Virgin Response

Oh please. Nothing more needs to be said than:

Who the fuck are you?

#irrelevant

I'm AbramIsaac. And you are?

Oh, that's right...you're the "great" macdaddy019967. Yes, how could anyone forget? You're that guy that used to be accepted by some of the more respected members here on TR. You know, probably 3-4 years ago at least. Unfortunately, they grew tired of your predictable routine.

"Why, I'd fuck that bitch until I ...um, my dick head came out of her...umm....brain. Haha! Damn, I'm awesome!"

But when you were that guy, you weren't as bad. Since members that were worth a fuck started ignoring you, you teamed up with JMG and any other low-level attention-whore in order to feel #relevant, as you put it. Now, don't get me wrong, they were some of the most useless people ever to come to TR, but I find it interesting that even they were more edgy than you, because you're still here.

Now that was...what, 2 years ago now? Isn't it interesting that you haven't changed your spiel not even once since then? The rest of the forum has moved on, mac. You're like the last of the dinosaurs. Except the last of the dinosaurs would have to be adaptable, and intelligent. You are neither.

So, you can call everyone a virgin, as you've been doing for 2-3 years now, and tell yourself that you're great. You're the only one left that thinks that though, mac. Your time is over, because the mods banned all of the trolls on this site. You're a greasy, unpleasant reminder of a bygone era.

So why don't you reply to this message like you do just about every message, and call me a virgin, or irrelevant, or fruitcake. It seems like those are the worst possible things you could have thrown at you, people questioning your sexual prowess or your relevance.

One only has to look at your picture, and take into account your personality that is almost as greasy as your forehead to guess that your sex life is less than you make it out to be. As far as relevance? Well, with every #TypicalMacdaddyResponse you make, my point about that is made all the more clear.

To which you avoided like a "Typical Virgin" in the other thread.

Typical Virgin Response

[Blu]

It's a long story as to why I'm this way...

I'm willing to write it all down if ya'll are willing to read it loll.

[Blu]

Aight. So this is how my story starts.

I'm sure all of you know that I am 15 years old, a freshman in high school. So the beginning of this school year I really thought to myself that I needed a girlfriend, since I was getting tired of just sticking with friends. And besides, what's wrong with a nice relationship? Around October, I started talking to this Asian chick named Stephanie and I really did some sweet things to her and she started liking me. I began liking her too; however, I ruined everything because I told her too early. One night while I was high I went over to her house and called her out, I then told her I liked her and she said she would get back to me. The next day while I was texting her she told me that she doesn't date younger boys, so I was like fuck it. Now, a couple days later it was Halloween. The morning of the 31st to be exact, well 1 AM to be exact. I started talking to this other girl.

She was Asian too (we'll call her "Beauty"), and I sort of always had a crush on her. However, she was a junior and I figured I had no shot with her. We would talk daily, and in about five days of talking we already had a thing. We would call each other "boo" or "babe" and we actually held hands in a hallway once. Now the problem was: she had a boyfriend. We eventually fell in love with each other, around December, but I ruined it all by getting a bit crazy in a hallway, resulting in us going into a break for like 3 days. I was tired of not talking to her, so I ran up to her during lunch when she wasn't with her boyfriend and she told me, "I'm falling out love, I don't want to, but I am." I was heartbroken, so I tried my best to get back together. We did, but things didn't feel the same for her. It was mid-January and things were going okay, until Valentine's Day rolled around. She broke up with me, for the final time. I wasn't as heartbroken, I was just a bit upset. We talked for a couple days, then I cut off communication. However, she got the best of me and...

She texted me one night randomly, at like 4 in the morning, saying how much she missed me. I didn't hit her back for another couple of days and when I did we started talking again like crazy till now. We got in a little argument a couple days ago, but before that she told me, "We might piss each other off but we're still 'together.'" We haven't talked since then, but then today she liked one of my statuses. I figured the best thing to do was to just start talking to other girls, and recently the one I tried with (named Savannah) just got a boyfriend. I could have sworn she was throwing me signals because she would always send me "Good morning" and "Good night" texts, and always smile in like every message.

I'm still a bit confused because I haven't been thinking about Beauty, but more about Savannah. And the thing is: do I even want to be friends with Beauty anymore? She still throws a couple mixed signals at me whether she wants to stay friends, for example: she'll like certain comments on my statuses that agree with the statuses but won't necessarily like the statuses.

I don't know guys, I'm just confused as hell right now. And she keeps popping up in my top friends on Facebook so it's obvious she's been on my profile. I just needed to vent. Thanks.

[DanWS]

Aight. So this is how my story starts.

I'm sure all of you know that I am 15 years old, a freshman in high school. So the beginning of this school year I really thought to myself that I needed a girlfriend, since I was getting tired of just sticking with friends. And besides, what's wrong with a nice relationship? Around October, I started talking to this Asian chick named Stephanie and I really did some sweet things to her and she started liking me. I began liking her too; however, I ruined everything because I told her too early. One night while I was high I went over to her house and called her out, I then told her I liked her and she said she would get back to me. The next day while I was texting her she told me that she doesn't date younger boys, so I was like fuck it. Now, a couple days later it was Halloween. The morning of the 31st to be exact, well 1 AM to be exact. I started talking to this other girl.

She was Asian too (we'll call her "Beauty"), and I sort of always had a crush on her. However, she was a junior and I figured I had no shot with her. We would talk daily, and in about five days of talking we already had a thing. We would call each other "boo" or "babe" and we actually held hands in a hallway once. Now the problem was: she had a boyfriend. We eventually fell in love with each other, around December, but I ruined it all by getting a bit crazy in a hallway, resulting in us going into a break for like 3 days. I was tired of not talking to her, so I ran up to her during lunch when she wasn't with her boyfriend and she told me, "I'm falling out love, I don't want to, but I am." I was heartbroken, so I tried my best to get back together. We did, but things didn't feel the same for her. It was mid-January and things were going okay, until Valentine's Day rolled around. She broke up with me, for the final time. I wasn't as heartbroken, I was just a bit upset. We talked for a couple days, then I cut off communication. However, she got the best of me and...

She texted me one night randomly, at like 4 in the morning, saying how much she missed me. I didn't hit her back for another couple of days and when I did we started talking again like crazy till now. We got in a little argument a couple days ago, but before that she told me, "We might piss each other off but we're still 'together.'" We haven't talked since then, but then today she liked one of my statuses. I figured the best thing to do was to just start talking to other girls, and recently the one I tried with (named Savannah) just got a boyfriend. I could have sworn she was throwing me signals because she would always send me "Good morning" and "Good night" texts, and always smile in like every message.

I'm still a bit confused because I haven't been thinking about Beauty, but more about Savannah. And the thing is: do I even want to be friends with Beauty anymore? She still throws a couple mixed signals at me whether she wants to stay friends, for example: she'll like certain comments on my statuses that agree with the statuses but won't necessarily like the statuses.

I don't know guys, I'm just confused as hell right now. And she keeps popping up in my top friends on Facebook so it's obvious she's been on my profile. I just needed to vent. Thanks.

Jesus Christ. This isn't fucking Sally Jessy Raphael, you little cunt.

[Trimss]

I could have sworn she was throwing me signals because she would always send me "Good morning" and "Good night" texts, and always smile in like every message.

Sorry but lol. This is funny ahha.

Why are you smoking weed at 15 though. Smh.

[J.R.]

That's todays youth and shit Trimss. Trust me, being 15 as well, I go through that same shit, with school ending in 6 days its getting worse too.

So don't laugh at him. It's not really all that funny. Well, maybe to you, but not to him.

Anyway, Blu, that's just what a lot of freshman in highschool go through. A lot of us on that board probably go through that because were all Eminem listening psychotic fucks who go crazy when shit doesn't go there way, but we also get depressed. I'm rambling. But it'll get better man. And fuck mixed signals, those bitches are using you.

[J.R.]

A lot of us on that board probably go through that because were all Eminem listening psychotic fucks who go crazy when shit doesn't go there way

Fucking this. I feel like I act the way I do because of D12.

This.. And I don't blame Em for my problems. Shit, half the time (this is not a joke and before you criticize me, I'm aware I'll be called a stan) all I listen to before school is Em. And then I'll just be an ass. I still have my friends and occasionally a gf. But I feel like I usually drive them away. I can't keep them around for very long.