I Need Love Now!

[Copy Cat]

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I have everything in my life, all I am missing is love. Lately I have been dreaming about a girl who I use to date back in the day, a couple days ago I just told her on Facebook how much I still adored her & thought she was the most beautiful creature that ever existed, I think she could care less now that I still have some feelings for her by showing the way that she never replied back to my message, although I did say that it was okay to not reply because I knew it would be completely awkward & hella weird coming at her like that, I even dated one of her friends but at the that time I was dating her friend I only wanted to do it to be closer to her and hang out with her because I still loved her at the time too.

Lately it's been killing me to find someone, I pray and look everywhere hoping to find that special girl to grow old till my dying days but it's been hard, I feel like no one will come along I can't even remember the last time I even kissed a girl or made love to someone, I guess I'm not ready for someone in my life to feel the warmth and affection of love that so many others do, I have money, i have a job, i have a car, license, good health. I may not be the most hansom human being out there but it's not suppose to be about looks, it's the thought and feeling that counts?

Could someone please tell me why in your own thoughts have I not been able to find ms right yet? it's been nearly I'm just gonna take a shot out in the dark and say 6 years that I've ever loved someone so much that I'd kill to have her be in my life until I die. I just hope I don't die alone I pray to god every night and look and look i've traveled through many states and nobody seems to be the right one.

Now I know you are probably thinking this as a reader why I am I saying on this stuff to a bunch of little teenage kids who probably hasn't gotten laid in their life?, Well I'm bored right now and I need someone to talk to even if it just a little teenage mutant ninja stan, But let's put the bull shit aside cause I know you guys are bright and intelligent and lovable, caring, that you'd do anything in your power to help a sad lonely guy who is broken hearted cause the love of his life is getting drunk and probably screwing every guy who she can get her hands on.


I guess it's time to move on and forget about love, I'm still young and strong my day will come. & for all the men and women out here who do have someone in their life or someone they're trying to go after, good luck I wish you all the best, you are lucky to have that person, I just didn't notice I had my special someone until earlier on.



Peace from Copy Cat-

[AbramIsaac]

Do you have any siblings?

[Copy Cat]

Do you have any siblings?

Yes; 3 sisters and 3 brothers

[AbramIsaac]

Big family...

Do you think that adds to your loneliness? The fact that your idea of family is so...comprehensive, I guess? Maybe it sets some subconscious standard to feel the need to be with others.

I was an only child most of my life, and I hate everyone.

[Copy Cat]

Big family...

Do you think that adds to your loneliness? The fact that your idea of family is so...comprehensive, I guess? Maybe it sets some subconscious standard to feel the need to be with others.

I was an only child most of my life, and I hate everyone.

I guess so, but just because a person has a large amount of siblings in his family doesn't mean that means he feels the need to have someone other then the people in their own family.

[AbramIsaac]

Yeah, I was just trying out some psychobabble I overheard once in a hallway.

[Copy Cat]

Yeah, I was just trying out some psychobabble I overheard once in a hallway.

No problem at all man, you may use whatever tactics you feel is necessary.