What the fuck is up TR, how is shit going? It's your man Slim Fiasco here, coming once again with some retarded mumbo jumbo trying to uplift you and make you cooler. We live in a world full of morons and given that you're not one of them it'd be very sad if we let the stupidity overwhelm you, you know what I mean? Everybody seems to be having some handicapped problems and most of them aren't even problems at all. It's fucking ridiculous what is going on as we breathe our air on this pussy-cunt planet.
So first fact to lay out. Unless you or a person close to you has a problem with their health, you Don't Have A Fucking Problem, got it? Let me repeat that. Unless you or a person close to you has a problem with their health, you Don't Have A Fucking Problem. As long as you have food in your stomach things are fucking fine so don't piss me the fuck off, the fuck is wrong with you? All other problems are basically illusions and I'll tell you how they come about and how to handle that ish.
You've probably seen the 3rd Spider-Man movie or are in one way or another familiar with the character of Venom. In the movie, it's basically a thing that catches on a person and it feeds off of it until it ultimately consumes it and it becomes that person i.e. the original person is pretty much lost.
Now, the reason why I mentioned Venom is because your mind is a thing like that and it is constantly with you. Now the difference between the Venom thing and your mind is that your mind can be very helpful but it's still a thing kinda separate from you. I guess we can call that the unconscious mind or whatever.
Your mind or in a way your DNA has two elementary needs - and those are sex and food, so as long as that's handled your mind doesn't give a single fuck about what YOU want. It simply doesn't, in fact it couldn't care less. You ate today, you drank water, you masturbated so to your mind/DNA life is fucking gold. And yes, your mind can't tell between real sex and masturbation; hence it won't go wild like a dog anytime a hottie passes by.
You on the other hand, unlike your mind, have tons of needs; and one of them is to be confident. I'm sure all of us here will agree on that. The irony is that your mind is a little douchebag fucker who wants to fuck with you. Imagine a door or actually better some sort of a software, and in it there are programs for being cool and confident, for being nervous, for being scared, for being a little depressed pussy etc. Now, your mind has access to these programs and all it takes is a push of a button and the program loads and you're good to use it. Of course, what's the most desirable program? Happy/confident updated to the last version program, that's the one, you've guessed it.
How things work is that in a way you need to give your mind permission to load that program and that permission depends on a thing that we can call rules. A very typical rule would be - looking very attractive, having a lot of money, and/or having a great social status. For each of these we can say that there is some sort of a threshold and when that point is reached, the permission is granted and your mind grants you access to the program.
This shit explains and implies a lot of things. One of them is this:
-You aren't just one personality, but you are many and they are all stored inside you. One of those personalities is the best of you (happy/confident/positive), one of them the worse of you (depressed/angry/negative), and one of them how are you on the average i.e. somewhere in the middle. We are all people in here so it's completely understandable that you go through all of these throughout your life. However, it is desirable that we stay in the happy place for as long as possible and one can say that that's the drive behind everything that we do. But it is also important to understand that being in the lower parts is good because it adds depth to your character and it helps you connect with people more and on deeper levels so to say. Plus, you have that good saying - what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
-Other than that this can make you understand more easily why you behave differently in different situations. I'm assuming all of you feel one way when you're with your closest friends or sex partners, or in a situation when you know people respect you; but then there may be situations when you feel like shit or that you aren't good enough in whatever way so that makes you act unlike yourself. And being yourself is basically when you have loaded your "be confident" program.
-This should make you take a second and look at the rules that you have placed upon yourself. A good situation would be that if you saw a very hot girl, depending on your rules your mind would chose either the cool program or the little bitch program. Like, if your rule is I need to look this attractive to be with a girl that is that attractive in order for me to be good enough for her (or that you need to have a certain amount of money) then your mind will probably load the wrong program and fuck you over. I mean think about it, I'm sure that if you saw Megan Fox you would highly likely say to yourself - "Man if I looked like Brad Pitt I would totally go after her". So it's not that your personality is not good enough, but you're placing a rule that would give you permission to act as if you would like to act i.e. as if you would naturally and instinctively acted.
- This means that you already have in you what it takes (to be confident and therefore happy and positive). Plus think of it like this, I'm sure that you wouldn't want to be the exact copy of anyone else, so when you wish that you had X's looks/status/money/whatever; you wish it in the way that you would "use them better". It's basically like you love your driving skills but you don't love your car. With that in mind, anytime you envy somebody (which implies that you feel like you're in a lower position than the person, which of course isn't true) remember that you already love yourself and that you just are looking at something that you can either obtain trough work; or that if you can't, it's something that's beyond your control so there's no need to seek it (this goes mostly for looks). For the latter, I want to add that you're not defined by your looks or money man. Even if you looked differently, if you switched through thousand faces and bodies, you'd still be you, you know what I mean?
-Therefore, realize that many of your rules are retarded and understand that you deserve to love yourself. With that being said, I'm not saying that you shouldn't try to improve. In fact, I very much encourage you to do so. Just know that you will always be good enough, and just by trying to be a better person it means that you already are a good one. So basically, when you go on to improve yourself, it won't be because you lack something, but out of joy and love for the actions that you take.
-In other words stop worrying about how good you look or how much money you have. Though again, I do advise you to try to look the best you can and to make more money, but it should be for you. However, your value is your personality, and always try to stick to the core of it and to stay yourself, your best self, and who likes it likes it, who doesn't - fuck it. And no, even when you're your best self, some people won't like you, it's just the way it is, it doesn't mean that you're not good enough.
OK back to some other tricks with the mind. Most (bad) emotions are fake in the sense that it's your interpretation in your mind that triggers a certain feeling in the body. Things that happen outside of you don't directly cause the emotions, but it's how you take it. Think like this. Let's say you had sex with Kate Upton, recorded an album with Dr. Dre and made 2 millions dollars this past week. Being like that if you were to go outside your house and have 20 random people offend you, would it even get close to ruining your mood? Fuck no, right? Fuck no. But if 20 people did that now, you'd probably get pissed or sad and offended. This further implies that it's how you view it.
That is a bug in the system so to say and you can use it to your advantage. Another example. It is often that past events can alter the way we feel in the present, which of course is retarded (unless again we're talking about some major tragedy or something, but even that is ultimately an illusion though at least it's an understandable one). So you were bullied as a kid or 2 weeks ago a girl laughed at you and was talking down on you. Big deal. Look at it like this. If you were to have a car crash and lost your memory, or if rather, I were to come dressed as the Batman and hit you in the had with a bat, and you lost your memory, would the past events affect your current mood? Fuck no, it'd be as if they never happened and you'd be happy and not butt-hurt. So again, this implies that it's not the events that happened but how you view them. And there's no need for a car crash or an ass-whopping to produce memory loss in order for you to let go of what has happened and feel good.
Oh and this reminded me. In case you don't like the way you look, think of the time when there were no any mirrors on the planet, do you think caveman guys were upset about their looks? How could've they if they couldn't even see themselves?
To finish if off, please take notice that happiness is the default state. A normal child is always happy. Sure it cries and all but it doesn’t care how much money it has or how it looks, or what its status in the society is. It just acts through its own intentions. It’s when we build a self-image and try to leave up to it that we set those rules I talked about, which often place us in a situation that we lack something, so that good feeling gets lost and we think things like money will make us happy. Sure they do, but that happiness isn’t sustainable and it doesn’t last long. What lasts long is knowing that you being alive and well is what matters and also becoming the person that you want to become. That is what will make you happy the most. Money is like steroids for muscles. Yeah it’s a quick way but it’s not the right way. Be happy for who you are and improve for the love it, enjoy the process and the results are just a destination to guide you, not the main thing.
Yes, you will go through all sorts of moods but if you have some of these things on lock you will feel much better trust me. Hope you enjoyed the read and salute!
Edit: Forgot to add this, very important. Drugs and alcohol are in a way a way to "hack the software" and get access to the "cool" program. Think about it, it's true. But also, that's like having a cracked game, you always get more if you buy an original copy, if you know what I mean?
