I suffer from bpd, and I could rarelt contrl my manic states before. But few mnths ago, I met a girl and we really liked each other. Which then turned to love, but the last few months went down hill because she suffers from a worse case of bpd. She suddenly just stopped responding, and she doesnt know I have it too. But I tried to get her back but i finally stopped because now im pissed off and its been a few months. Plus she had a miscarriage and I found out running into her. She lives by my school and I have to see her almost every week around the area I feel like shooting myself in the head.
Had to vent