I'm so sorry for writing this topic. Please don't think I'm trolling you, I love you, in fact I've been holding out tbh. But now I have to let it out. I have an intense yearning for the past. I'm upset at my mom for throwing away a lot of my belongings long ago. But now I want to go backwards. It's sort of like the PS4 thing. Everyone bought the PS4, and all of a sudden I start yearning for the PS1 and PS2 days and now I'm reliving them. And it's so nostalgic. Part of the reason why I kept thinking about my ex was a yearning for the past.
I feel bad for all the people who don't know what nostalgia is. They are so cliche and derivative. They forget their past and call it moving on or growing up. Anyways lately I find myself thinking about all the way back when I was a toddler. All the memories. I'm starting to want to read all the old baby books again and build legos. I feel guilty, being the 25 year old man I am. I'm trying to find nursery rhyme books, and books that I have hardly any memory of and don't know what they are called. I even watched Ninja Turtles again. I feel so nostalgic.
Is it okay to build legos as an adult? Or to recollect toys from the past? I won't collect the new stuff that's out, only the stuff from when I was coming up. Started watching old Disney Movies from when I was a toddler like Beauty in the Beast. Now I wanna go to Disney Land. Is this a mid life crisis? I'm happy when I think about all this. I'm happy when I play my ps1 and ps2. X box is not nostalgic so I don't like it anymore.