Mitchell3K wrote:EminemBase wrote:bigray wrote:Some of them were just so bad though! U r right when you have this opportunity, you must to give it ur all ot go home.
Yeah some were awful, at some point it felt like I was watching some kind of talent contest at a youth centre... then that in reverse when I saw the Westcoast one...
Let's hope for Shady 2.0: 2013!
Oh and DMX's was horrendous, I know he's had drug issues (not only because of the news on it but, it's hella obvious) and I'm not even gonna comment one way or the other on that, as I've had my fair share of that too but, even so... wow. It was all over the place, and so frantic and sloppy, at one point I almost felt sorry for him watching it like wow this is almost like watching fat Elvis, just, lost.
I dont know what kind of drug problems you've had, but X had a Crack problem for 20 years man. That much cocaine over that long a time period will do irreversible damage, I've seen people who got off that shit long ago and still can't sit still for 5 seconds or focus on anything.
I never smoked crack (though nearly did the other week as we couldn't get anything else); I've mainly used cocaine, mephedrone, in addictive measures. Never daily but since about 15 and to this day and binge after binge, blowing hundreds at a time, reckless behaviour following, I'm a very addictive person; kicked a nasty gambling habit few years ago, have also experimented with LSD, ecstasy (lost my mind for a while from a one week binge)... and had lots of crazy out of control binges; one time I took about 12 Ritalin, was up for 3 days, smoked some weed and then snorted Subatex which is like a heroin substitute, from a guy I knew who was a heroin addict... and, I didn't really know it was that so snorted a lot of it... man, all that combined, I was out of my skull lmao. Hallucinating, paranoid as fuck, respiration issues, just, yeah, I've been real close to the edge a lot.
Certainly not like a full blown crack addict or drug issues on that scale, but just a constant nuisance and part of my life and cause of issues and cycles lmao.
One point I used to do shit several times a week or at least weekly and when I did, doing it for days on end, doing it in work, not good, very destructive.
I was gonna get some shit just then actually and arguing with my girlfriend as said I wouldn't use anything month by month now, as the longest I tend to go with doing nothing is a week or two max. And I was just really pissed off because I wanted to sit here and get high lmao but for once I stuck to my word, but yeah, all I meant was, I fully understand what it's like to live a life of chasing or surrounded by drugs, so not bashing him or anything.
And yeah can see the damage from crack, fucked up.