Do U EvEr FeeL LiKe ThAt U DoN't EvEn BeLoNg To Ur OwN HoMe?

[rhiannon]

why is it that all the pecentage of girls here is just nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag about stupid unimportant home shit that in reality isnt much but they EXADURATE and make it a BIG deal *takes deep breath ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fuck this forum for that vol 1

yeah it prolly isnt dat bad...well it isnt jus dat it pisses me off....an prolly coz girls r more emotional than guys...neways bet u dnt kno wat tha percantage of girls r goin thru atm...an every1 goes thru shit...if its with ur parents it is shit coz they dont understand how u feel...an its like u cant talk 2 them bout shit coz theyre ready 2 kill u wen ever u say nethin against them....an most of it prolly isnt important 2 u but ui gotta respect wat duz hurt otha ppl too


sorry jus gotta say it

[rhiannon]

well the fact ppl growin up with desiese and shit and had actuall bad lives and you bitchin over small shit is pathetic ppl need to act there age

wtf?!i kno ppl go thru worse shit then wat i do....an i hate bitchin bout it..but shit jus catches u up sumtimes....an it has now.....an hows ppl goin thru stuff an gettin upset bout it not actin there age?
4 ppl 2 think they dnt belong at home....or even think bout runnin away knida suggest theyre not happy...huh?
i kno alotta ppl hav shit goin on ...dat i cudnt even imagen wat it feels like....an im not tryna make shit look worse than it is....im jus sayin an mayb u all dont givva shit wat otha ppl are goin thru...but if sum1 was upset bout sumin i'd wanna help so wen they "bitch" bout it on here mayb its askin 4 help....an sum ppl wanna help so mayb u shudnt read it if ya gon get all worked up an start callin it pathetic

[rhiannon]

all parents and kids argue its natrul but you blow it outta proportion like your bitch for 30 mins on how your mum said u gotta do sumin .....BIG deal and i didnt say gettin upset i mean what your getting upset over. life becomes much harder you gotta step your game up

i getcha...but its not jus wat my mum tells me 2 do...its otha things an as it builds up u flip out on sumin lil an it might sound pathetic but all tha otha shit isnt dat small....an i aint gon bitch bout it....so dont worry

[rhiannon]

u need a dildo like other girls ....relives stress

lmao no....i needa boyfrend blahaha
damn i got so stressed out then...im fukin shakin lmao

[FTW]

sometimes I feel like I don't belong not so much with my family but with my friends

[sinemm]

u need a dildo like other girls ....relives stress

lmao no....i needa boyfrend blahaha
damn i got so stressed out then...im fukin shakin lmao

nope its not a solving..i have a bf but i still have lotsa problems with ma mom..my boy trys to make me relax everytime but sometimes even that doesnt work too..

[rhiannon]

lol damn....i jus want sum1 there 4 me....to hug an shit lol....but bf's cause even more problems from my expirience lmao

[sinemm]

my mom doesnt know bout my bf..maybe if she know there would be moreee problems lol

but i have a bf i really love him and he a reason for me..one of my biggest reasons to feel good..

and he doesnt want me to fight my mom everytime..he wants me to not care it and try to be good with her..

its not that easy cuz even if i dont make problems my mom makes problems..

but at least i try to not care bout it alot..that would be good you would be right bout it..BUT like i said just it not a solution alone..

cuz you feel sth good but on the other hand sth annoys you everytime.. u know what i mean..

and all i do is waitin for the changes and not care bout it alot..

[rhiannon]

wats sth?

an yeah i getcha....my mum an me made up 2day...i think
she treatened 2 kik me out last night lmao coz i told her 2 shut up she flipped at me an i burst out laffin but i cudnt help it

[sinemm]

sth somethin

btw we are arguing right now wtf..i hate it..!

i just wanna scream and go somwhere that i cant see her for a long time

[rhiannon]

lmao...i kno dat feelin...my mum like starts cryin we we fight well she dont but she looks like she's gonna....i hate dat it makes me feel well bad...but she shudnt start lol

[sinemm]

well no if we fight i always would scream ,shout at her ,swear and locked my door..and she would cry i would cry cuz i be so nervous and upset..but i hate that too i dont like cryin cus of somebody especi,ally my mom..i dont deserve it..

[rhiannon]

lol i agree.....last night i cried in my bed lmao but it was with anger an upsetness lmao...i get 2 caught up in everythin an shit...i prolly do deserve it
an what got me most last night was my mum sayin " u treat me like this after all i've done 4 u,all the years iv worked 2 keep u alive an u treat me like im nothin,like u cant even stand 2 look at me"
i was like ohhh crap...but she was talkin bad bout my dad who's in hospital like serious stuff goin on...
lol i jus get 2 mad

[sinemm]

alright look..i just try to not care bout it like i told ya before..cuz i dont wanna be bad again..ive jus been good for some months..before them i wasnt that okay..all my friends and even my teachers were worried bout me..i was so depreesed and so melancoholic..i dont wanna return to these bad days again..you understand me?

i dont wanna be the old sinem again..i feel good now even if i still havin problems..but i cant return these days..if i have bad days again like these it wouldnt be good again..

everything would be worse and i dont think i can stand this time and im sure evrything would fall apart and never be alright..!

i have to stay good..i cant even stand remembering these days..it was my worst times..!

[rhiannon]

awww....dats bad...im sorry
an yeah i getcha....ima follow ur footsteps an jus try not lettin it get 2 me an shit...thanx 4 listenin
an i hope things will b okay wit u an ur ma....an ur bf lol