When I started to download music I listened to them hours a day. I mean 4 or more hours.
Got scared when my ears started to hurt and analysed what songs were really worth to listen.
So I decreased the amount, stopped listenin just by automation and started to listen carefully.
Today I still listen a lot. I don't pass one day without hearing around 10 or 20 songs, and i always hear somethin' at night before go to sleep, at least one song, if I don't have anythin to play I just play somethin' in my head from memory.
My head is always ringin with some songs even if I don't want it to happen. Sometimes is even hard to concentrate at tests
I even dream with songs that doesn't exist at all, it's like sometimes I invent some melodies without any reason.
Somethin I can't explain, when I wake up they disappear almost completely. I search about them then I discover they don't exist at all.
I know I'm gonna die one day, so I just want to enjoy the songs I love to the maximum.
I get sadder with death because exactly of the fact that I might stop to listen to music forever.
