
especially after my nana died and i seen what it did to my dad

anywae witch family member would you hate to lose the most, obv you would hate to lose any family member ever, but theres usually always one

and i contradict myself when i say idk who id say, i dont see my grandad a much as id like to but i dunno what id do if he died, hes one of the few people in my family that had a sucesfull career and has honour, obv my mum aswell, shes the only parent that sticked by me, sometimes not so great but still

