Biggest Mistake

[Beckford]

My time's up. I can see heavens door in front of me
My only regret is that I didn't find the "one for me"
No matter how many girls I got to succumb to me
None of them where good enough to stun or wonder me
Soon I will be underneath; the ground .. I say my final prayers
I put on my coat and my scarf, I put on my final layers.
I leave a note behind for my family, "Thanks for having me
But my time is up now, don't view this as a tragedy
I want to go, and I'll be watching down on you happily
I have my reasons for going, but there's no point in you knowing
Just think of me every time it's winter and snowing
If you wanna reminisce that's okay, but please don't frown
I don't want to see you cry, I can't tell you why; but i need to drown
I've got to leave you now" So I make my way to the water
Standing on the bridge in the cold, then suddenly I thought of
My first girlfriend, and decided I should call her 'fore I fall off
It's ringing, the river is singing. She picks up and says hello
The sound of her voice makes me tremble, I try to stay mellow
And tell her I'm leaving, she cries; and tells me not to jump off
Reality hit's me and I think "what am I acting like a cunt for?"
I must see my girl again, But as i turn around there was some ice
I slipped and fell down the river and accidentally ended my life.
The police surround the area the parents find the note of suicide
I'm stuck in the heavens watching down and now all I can do is cry ..

[Edge]

u actually kept to the story the whole time... some nice multis too... good drop