I cannot see myself anymore
Vision filtered by cascading tears
I cannot head towards any direction
I’ve been eaten by this constant fear
I can no longer smile genuinely
Heartbroken, shattered and smashed
I’m fixing by piecing everything back
But it’s been ripped, cut and slashed
I cannot see anything anymore
Blinded by the beauty of lights lit
I’m still alive and fucking suffocating
I can feel, but can’t see my wrists slit
Why am I still breathing?
Questions fill the mind, overflowing
I’m drowning even though I’m a Fish
Where the fuck am I going?