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gonna record eventually
The pain I wallow in, wont change tomorrows shit
This brains a thoughtless pit, a range n I wonder it.
Wish I could change the time and my frame of mind
Its strange but I vision missions through angered eyes.
This strangled life, tangled and twined with hopeless promise
Ready to brace these dudes up like an orthodontist
Still sort of novice, tryin to make unorthodox hits
But still modest so regardless I havent been taught shit
Speakin like a prophet like im somehow beyond this
But honest-ly I see that I still cannot spit.
Remain plastered with the lies the mask is where I hide
Never seen the real me im the master of disguise,
Disastrous tries cant imagine how ive begun to feel
Tryin to see my face but I gotta find which ones real.
Hook
As quick as the day changes so do my faces
Back and forth about who im gonna play with,
Remain nameless silent as the crowd gets nearer
Cant figure out the real me in this house of mirrors.
Ive begun to fade, never could have won the race
All these takin hearts, how could I have won with spade?
Been here so long ive become this place, its sad
Different day has past with this new abrasive mask.
Felt like I had finally made it to this stage at last
Till it burnt around me left in a haze and ash.
My mangled gasp drowned out by sorrow and pain
Continue, next move cause tomorrows a game.
I cant stand my own reflection, still reminiscin
Brain in the clouds like my head is missin, to bad it isnt.
This sad magician ran out of tricks up his sleeve kids
Still gotta break my back to pick up the pieces.
These misdemeanors nothin to my actual fate
Stare in these mirrors till they fuckin shatter and break
Hook
As quick as the day changes so do my faces
Back and forth about who im gonna play with,
Remain nameless silent as the crowd gets nearer
Cant figure out the real me in this house of mirrors.