Because the end seems so very near
But I know I have to persevere
Until I make it into the clear
Fa-Q
All my fears etched, with my sad songs, tears sketched,
So I tear up that notebook paper, but see heres the catch,
My phobias consist of different things, never spiders or snakes,
I fear whack rappers, flash in the pans, and biters or fakes,
Never creepy critters, everday battle trying to beat the jitters,
I'm afraid I'm become of them, and go ahead and join the phase,
Then others make fun of me for what they are, and I coined the phrase,
I remember when my fears got me, I was driving and tried to stear,
I had never, before than, switched my pride with fear,
My phobias have taken over, like my owner, my slave master,
The lifeguard sent out the lifeboat, but I need to be saved faster,
I'm a coward child, but I know I have to be a brave bastard,
I'm tired of running, like on each foot I have an old cleet,
Shaking in them, worried like a man at his wedding with cold feet,
Gaining more courage everyday, losing my faintheartedness,
I want my face not to be scared pale, and paint the part less,
Somebody just make these fears disappear
Because the end seems so very near
But I know I have to persevere
Until I make it into the clear
FAME
You can see it in my eyes, you can see it in my speech
The way I move and talk, and these walls I won’t breach
There are a lot of things, I feel like I’m leaving behind
Scared to live for today, and start seizing the time
For now I hope and pray, thinking that if I may
I’ll try and stay today, and hope that these fears fade away
But the outcomes of my dreams crumbling, I can’t dismay
I’m hoping to step up and act like I don’t play
I’m just hoping for my sake, that I can change the fate
That I make up in my head, I’ll rearrange the date
Death, dreams, the future, are all bottled up in my head
I’m so pessimistic, not even thinking that I have a shred
Of a chance, to make my life amount to the vision
So as of right now television dreams are fizzing
In this world I know I’m nothing, I’m a peasant
So these are nothing but expressions of an adolescent
Somebody just make these fears disappear
Because the end seems so very near
But I know I have to persevere
Until I make it into the clear
Finally got to collab with the awesome Fa-Q

