If you see me smiling, it’s prolly the reason I can face you
But I still have to look for other methods and ways to
Even see you, with both of my open eyes
It’s like I’m pinning all of my hopes in lies
Why would I trouble myself wearing this mask of despair?
It’s not a mask, it’s a scar, it’s beyond task to repair
I’m so hurt the fucking damage is hurting me more
So much the colors are louder than forte simo
This is embarrassing, but I have to say it, rite?
To cry cuz I’m too sensitive, every day and night
Too painful it aches like the spinal chord breaks
My heart sliced like cakes a fucking sword makes
Look at me, will you smile back to me just this once?
Would you please grant me this one and only chance?
End this for me, fucking please, blow it all away
Even though I fucking know this will only stay