The pain stops my brain watch as I pour like raindrops,
See, my life has moved but I'm really stuck in the same spots,
With same thoughts and now I forget what the mission is,
So, forget this shit, it'll take more for me to take initiative,
Been lost lyrically living in landfill, sizzling I'm mad still,
Motivation gone, 'cause now I'll even sit in standstill.
Pressure unhandled, I've got the lines to cause a fright,
Stress vented in less sentences than I've got to write,
Quit? No, not tonight. Won't quit 'til the day I drop dead,
I'm constant with concepts, I won't stop, I'll not rest,
And I'll be honest, in this life I know that I can always scream,
Though the words I'm known to curse start to fall with me,
Wishing it was all a dream, I'm feeling all so trapped again,
Wraps around my head and follows me when I lack a pen,
And now I realize it's weak to be swallowed in ya sorrow,
And to believe you won't get through today by tomorrow,
Rollercoaster, ups and downs yet for now stuck with frowns,
As I walk just ban my talk before I sound like something clown,
Head up, I can at least hope to be shining like stars skyward,
Though when I try, I'm flying through skies of barbed wire.
For now I'm stuck in my own prison, own prison,
I won't listen, not to them, I won't I won't give in,
My hopes hidden, prevent them from slow slipping,
'Cause I'm taken as serious as a damn joke written.