a family affair

[tjb]

what the fuck do yu think that i do this shit for fun  
ive got a baby in my babys belly an a  mothefuckin son 
 who hasnt eaten in a week he could use a little lunch
cuz hes feelin a little weak the dr thinks he done
  see he is only one he hasnt even tasted life
meanwhile my  dumbass wifes to busy smoking a pipe
spending all are grocery money for a bit of white powder
busy sittin in the kitchen, mixin higher then a tower
bitch is just a coward who cant deal with situations
fuck her i really just, dont have the patience
wring her neck an at the instant i become mental patient 
better stop an think  before i act do a little hypervenitlating
 before i do sometin stupid that i know im gon regret
plus if i kill her the babys basically dead
cant even contemplate this mess inside of my head
somethin i need to address  somethin i need to put to bed
maby this will go away if i just get some rest