My Consience Is Killing Me

[ChronicJon]

Because a year ago I was pissed at my then 7 year old brother so I grabbed his neck (from the back) hard and it triggered some neck problems that have led to him suffering A LOT.

Sometimes I hit him by accident on his neck and he starts screaming out of pain. It makes me wanna cry because it's my fault

Plus, he's a little immature for his age and he has ADHD. He's had lots of problems and I treat him like shit most of the time. But, I really do love him.

Seriously, I feel like piercing myself with a fucking sword. I always bully and tease him and he never deserves that shit ....FUCK. I'm getting angry writing this fucking shit.

I've had these feeling on my chest for a fucking year and I CANNOT FUCKING STAND IT. I feel like Karma is gonna beat my ass and I deserve it.

I'm sorry guys....I know most or all of you don't care but I had to get this shit off my chest and I thought it deserved it's own fucking thread.

[FAME]

I'm sorry for you It would probably be best for you to tell him straight up that you feel bad. Honestly I used to treat my brother like shit too (I'm getting better with him) he had ADHD too and can be sooo annoying, plus he always uses that as an excuse. I can tell you love you brother and are sorry about what happened, but sometimes life happens. Best thing you can do for yourself is to tell him and get it to ease your mind some. best of luck man

[ChronicJon]

Good job, you ruined his life.

Just playing, I'm sure he'll get better.

Hopefully.....I mean it's been a year

I'm sorry for you It would probably be best for you to tell him straight up that you feel bad. Honestly I used to treat my brother like shit too (I'm getting better with him) he had ADHD too and can be sooo annoying, plus he always uses that as an excuse. I can tell you love you brother and are sorry about what happened, but sometimes life happens. Best thing you can do for yourself is to tell him and get it to ease your mind some. best of luck man

Thanks. I just gave him a little 2 mintue speech about how I love him and that I'm an idiot for causing him pain. He didn't say much cause he was half a sleep but I think he already knows. And yes HE CAN be annoying as hell but I gotta control myself Thanks for the advice FAME

I ONCE TURNED SCALDING WATER ON MY SISTER'S FEET. I DON'T THINK I DID IT ON PURPOSE BECAUSE I WAS SO LITTLE WHEN IT HAPPENED, BUT FOR A LONG TIME HER FEET WERE BOUND OR SOMETHING AND SHE COULDN'T WALK BECAUSE OF ME.

Damn, that sucks. Is she better now?

[ChronicJon]

^^She has CP, so she did end up being to walk, but not for long because of hip surgery and scoliosis and just...a whole bunch of other shit. She suffers more than anyone I've ever known and she still laughs her ass off when you play peek-a-boo with her.

How old is she?

[ChronicJon]

I hope she gets better

[ChronicJon]

I hope she gets better

She won't. She has permanent brain damage and will always have the mind of a 2 year old. Can't talk either. Been that way since she was born.

That's some fucked up shit then. Well you never know when she can heal from those damages.

[Xray]

This thread is so fucking depressing. I should of stayed out of it...

This thread made me realize I gotta take a step down when I wrestle with my youngest bro. No homo. But for everytime I make my lil bro cry or hurt, I get him movies or a game or something so I keeps it balanced. I love my lil bro, no homo.

[ChronicJon]

This thread is so fucking depressing. I should of stayed out of it...

This thread made me realize I gotta take a step down when I wrestle with my youngest bro. No homo. But for everytime I make my lil bro cry or hurt, I get him movies or a game or something so I keeps it balanced. I love my lil bro, no homo.

Just don't hurt his neck

[Xray]

This thread is so fucking depressing. I should of stayed out of it...

This thread made me realize I gotta take a step down when I wrestle with my youngest bro. No homo. But for everytime I make my lil bro cry or hurt, I get him movies or a game or something so I keeps it balanced. I love my lil bro, no homo.

Just don't hurt his neck

LMFAO @ telling him you love him though. I would of payed to see that lmao.

And don't worry I won't. I'm not a fucking serial killer.

[ChronicJon]

This thread is so fucking depressing. I should of stayed out of it...

This thread made me realize I gotta take a step down when I wrestle with my youngest bro. No homo. But for everytime I make my lil bro cry or hurt, I get him movies or a game or something so I keeps it balanced. I love my lil bro, no homo.

Just don't hurt his neck

LMFAO @ telling him you love him though. I would of payed to see that lmao.

And don't worry I won't. I'm not a fucking serial killer.

LoL, it was a deep conversation with a half asleep 8 year old

I'm not a serial killer

[Xray]

"I twisted your neck bro, I'm very very sorry. I love you."


"Fuck you bitch, buy me a PS3 and we're cool."

I don't have the courage to say thank you to my family sometimes, now saying I love you, wow I don't think I'll ever say that.

[ChronicJon]

Sometimes I think he's too nice to me for forgiving me for the bad things I've done. So insteand my fucking conscience gets me for him.

I gotta be a better bro

[77o77]

^^She has CP, so she did end up being to walk, but not for long because of hip surgery and scoliosis and just...a whole bunch of other shit. She suffers more than anyone I've ever known and she still laughs her ass off when you play peek-a-boo with her.

How old is she?

24

SORRY BUT I LOL'D

IM GON TA HELL.