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Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Possess the rage of an animal caged; I’m saddened to say,
The least, I’m too weak for a man of my age,
Wracking my brain, suffer sudden character change,
Tryna fight the fear inside of me but battle in vain,
I’m tryna tackle mass amounts of anger and pain,
I have to retain the savage, when I’m rapping away
I shatter the page but after that it’s back to the same,
Old habitat and pattern but the blackness remains,
Coz back in the day, my lyrics were a bunch of crap,
Bars about the guns and cash like I could ever run with that,
I was fucking whack, acted like the toughest cat,
But had enough of that so now I put a lotta love in rap,
I could resort to bunning crack, fuck a slag
And have a son I never see and be another drunkard Dad,
But I won’t succumb to that and til the day my lungs collapse,
I’ll breathe every breath I have to vent my rotten luck in rap,
(Chorus)
Coz some things never change, I guess it’s strange,
Everyday’s a nightmare, lights glare at the centre stage,
Let it rain, pour down upon me,
Wash away my sins; lift this curse now from off me,
Will shit ever change, I guess it may,
If the day I might care’s right there let me celebrate,
And let it rain, pour down upon me,
Lift my restraints coz right now I’m not me,
(Verse 2)
I’m stressed out to say the least, tense seven days a week,
Anxiety attacks until I grab a pad and play a beat,
The way it seems is like I’ll never find a place to be
At peace, I think that’s why I love to sleep but hate to dream,
You can’t relate to me, I’m not the same as you,
You’re not the same as me; I’m nothing you’re related to,
I’m what it takes to prove not everyone’s as fake as you,
I can’t escape this prison but God only knows I’m praying to,
Hope is fading soon I’ll be another waste to you,
When everything I say and do means just another case to prove,
It’s hard to face to truth, when backed up with so many lies,
Wetted eyes, necking Vodka while I make a zoot,
Just trying to escape this zoo, by penning bars,
Tears falling on the pad just wishing for a second chance,
To separate my mental scars and re-attach my severed heart,
But will I ever step the path or is my future set in stars,
(Chorus)
Coz some things never change, I guess it’s strange,
Everyday’s a nightmare, lights glare at the centre stage,
Let it rain, pour down upon me,
Wash away my sins; lift this curse now from off me,
Will shit ever change, I guess it may,
If the day I might care’s right there let me celebrate,
And let it rain, pour down upon me,
Lift my restraints coz right now I’m not me,
(Verse 3)
I’m not a political rapper; I’m not a super-lyrical rapper,
I just possess a lack of spiritual matter,
And when the syllable’s gather I hit a cynical manner,
And I can summon up the heart to smash the sickle and hammer,
Invisible stature, and never lift my negative philosophy,
Lying to my relatives but everything’s on top of me,
Sick of all these friends and their hypocrisy,
Just leave me the fuck alone and let me get on with my quandary,
Setting on my odyssey but sensing an anomaly,
Coz everywhere I go it seems that everyone’s the boss of me,
And yes it fucking bothers me, how would you like it
If I brought up all your thoughts and hit a sensitive atrocity,
And never getting an apology, rejected and snubbed,
Living under false impressions I’m respected and loved,
Remain demented and bugged, feel like extending a snub
And testing if there’s really such a thing as Heaven above,
(Chorus)
Coz some things never change, I guess it’s strange,
Everyday’s a nightmare, lights glare at the centre stage,
Let it rain, pour down upon me,
Wash away my sins; lift this curse now from off me,
Will shit ever change, I guess it may,
If the day I might care’s right there let me celebrate,
And let it rain, pour down upon me,
Lift my restraints coz right now I’m not me,
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