Lello wrote:man 3 of my best friends are leaving to the USA, 1 to Oklahoma, 1 to Brooklyn and the other somewhere in Ohio, I got 1 best friend left here in Lebanon, and don't get me wrong, I have plenty of friends, but best friends are people who you shared your best and worst memories with, people who been there for you all the time, and you've been there for them, without them, I can't see how I can go on to be honest
and I don't want to sound gay or anything, but I'm literally crying from time to time when I think about it, what the fuck will there be left for me to do in this fucked up country?!?!!

Sorry to hear that bro, hope it gets better for you, try to do things, listen to music, play sports, etc. that'll take your mind off of it as best as possible, hopefully you can re-connect w/ them somewhere down the line. Until then, use Skype, Oovo, or Facebook chat to talk to video chat them. I know it won't be the same but it is the next best thing. & obviously you can talk to them regularly on Facebook & Twitter as well. & a little piece of advice if it's possible,at least you don't have cancer, or serious medical conditions, or serious family problems. I mean don't get me wrong, I've moved in the past & lost best friends & it sucked, I was depressed as fuck, but the moral of the advice/story is that things could always be worst. I mean, just to share w/ you, I've known & lost a couple friends &/or family members to cancer, I have tons of medical problems myself, things do better, & even though they've moved to a whole new country, be optimistic, & keep your head up. I know that doesn't help, but just try your best. Hope things get better though for you man, keep your head up.