for the past year or 2 i've listened to nothing but eminem, big pun, nas, and big l like crazy and it rubbing off on me.
I can't focus on school because all i focus on is rap, like i have 7 notebooks and 200 peices of paper with random lyrics and shit. Should i try to become a rapper? I'm not bad or anything, better than everyone else at my age imo. (not trying to sound cocky). Like i'll be freestyling with people and they'll be saying stupid 1 syllable crap and i'll just throw 2-5 syllable multies.
I am the kind of person in highschool that doesnt fit in, i could, but i just dont try, im too mature and can't relate to shit people my age talk about. I'm just so different and use rap as an outlet, just fucking around with words and shit.
I hate ofwgkta and shit and i was wondering if i could make it and rid music of that bullshit fake horrorcore crap and take shit in a different direction, just thinkin out loud....
