Where am I going with my life?

[PAINKILLƎR]

Word, I feel the same.

[PAINKILLƎR]

Have you given any thought to work for the Chelsea organization, maybe get a a small job and work your way up. I mean like that you'd have a job you'd love. Watching Chelsea football while being a part of the organization will be dope as fuck.

[EG.]

I think everybody goes through this at one point in life. I wonder the same and don't have an answer.
I wanted to dedicate my life to making the world a better place and helping other people, but that probably wont work out since other people don't seem to want that lol

I guess we're all looking for that one thing that will make us happy. Most people probably search for it til they die, which is sad, but dying is imo the purpose of life.

[the real slim shady]

Everyone feels this way

[Trimss]

Everyone feels this way

I don't tbh. I'm easily pleased lol

[Slimm]

You're having an existential crisis, which is perfectly normal.

[PAINKILLƎR]

Well Lello your still young right? You seem to love and know about football to start somewhere. It was just a suggestion since you are already highly invested in the team and it is possibly the best case scenario for you. I was just saying but yeah I hope you find out what you'll do eventually. It doesnt seem like a big deal since this is a normal thing to feel. Good luck anyway.

[HeySamantha]

Everyone feels this way

I don't tbh. I'm easily pleased lol

lmfao same. I just want to make enough money to support myself and have a good roof over my head

[SajN]

So I spend like 90% of my time behind the keyboard, either running my mouth on Twitter, or on Facebook, or here, the rest of the time I'm either sleeping, or studying religiously one day before the exam (since I don't study earlier than that), and on weekends I'd play some football, maybe play some Play Station with my friends etc...

One day, I will get a job, maybe get married and raise some children, then I'll grow old and die.

What did I leave behind? What will I be remembered for? What did my existence benefit this world with?

What do you want to do at this age? You study, you go out with your friends, you relax in front of the computer. You're doing exactly what thousands of others do. What you are describing here, I don't think you should look at it in a negative way (if you are). You can't become the President now, you can make a new company, but to be honest... how many people your age do these kinda things?

I don't know if you want to stand out or not, but remember; you're not alone living your life like this. It's completely normal at your age.

What's more important, what can I do about this all? Let's say I deactivated my Facebook (which is really hard for me to do since I'm an admin on the Chelsea FC Lebanon page and I worked so hard on making that community successful as it is today, and I don't wanna give up on it), let's say I deactivated my twitter, that I stopped posting here (well I'm not active as I once was back in the day, so this place is not really wasting my time or anything).. what then? what do I fill up my time with? study more.. so I could get a better job, so I could get married have kids and die.... it all leads up to that same boring routine

Life's what you make it. I think about the same thing... what am I gonna do? Get married, have kids and then die?

It's what you're doing in the meantime, like this:

this Summer I'm going to France for the 1st time, I will meet Trimss and SajN and I will see Eminem Live, I might go to a Paris Saint-Germain game and take a trip to Euro Disney. I'm in the process of a great diet

You're doing some great things this summer. Isn't it worth it? My life is boring as shit, but meeting you guys in summer, going to Las Vegas, seeing Eminem live, seeing Barca live in my own city, the release of GTA V in september... that's what matters, man. Don't keep the illusion of "I have to do something of my life before I die. I need to leave something behind." That's not what you should concentrate on, if it happens, cool, but you should rather focus on all the fun you will have in your life... all this while you are studying and everything. I think the same way as you, so what I am saying actually applies to me as well. I don't know if I am making sense, just writing here while I am thinking.


Actually... it all comes down to the age. You're 19, right? You should start worrying when you're 24 or something. I am 22 and I am killing myself by thinking these kinda things. It's not healthy.


I think it will get better for you once you get a job and a girlfriend.


I just need a girlfriend at the moment to feel less incomplete.

[Slimm]

I hate the whole job part mostly, especially the course that i'm currently following.

What are you studying?

[SajN]

Also, you need to stop Chelsea dictate your mood. I know it's hard, but you get way to intense about that. Just relax. Don't let the outcome of the matches decide whether you should smile or not. I am passionate about Barca, you know that, but still... they lost really bad two times against Bayern, they lost 2-0 against Milan (and then Barca crushed them 4-0 muhahaha), they've sucked the last few El Clasicos, but I don't go around being in bad mood. I am only in bad mood at that moment but then it's over. I am over it, and I just look forward to the next match. In the meantime, I do my thing... like studying, working, fapping, look forward to the summer, and cussing you out on Twitter lol


Just don't let a football team dictate your mood. You should rather get the stuff YOU do to dictate your mood. Got an A, but Chelsea lost? Woho, be happy, you got an A.

I sent you a naked picture of me, and Chelsea lost the Champions League Final? Woho, be happy, you got a naked picture of me.

[Slimm]

I hate the whole job part mostly, especially the course that i'm currently following.

What are you studying?

Business administration lmao. ( bedrijfsadministratie niv 4 mbo ) I hope to finish my website soon and earn a little of that once ill get visitors

No shame in that. Any ambitions study-wise? HBO after?

[Slimm]

Nope, actually thinking of dropping out. Might take a year break because I can't find anything that interests me
What do you do,Slimm ?

What year are you in and how old are you? There's plenty of time to change studies usually but it's a waste if you're close to graduating. I study media and culture at the University of Amsterdam.

And Fahad has a point with the football thing. But be glad that you at least are passionate about something Lello, there are tons of people who have no interests in anything at all. And I'm really happy for you that you went through with your diet, that shows dedication and willpower.

[Slimm]

Nope, actually thinking of dropping out. Might take a year break because I can't find anything that interests me
What do you do,Slimm ?

What year are you in and how old are you? There's plenty of time to change studies usually but it's a waste if you're close to graduating. I study media and culture at the University of Amsterdam.

And Fahad has a point with the football thing. But be glad that you at least are passionate about something Lello, there are tons of people who have no interests in anything at all. And I'm really happy for you that you went through with your diet, that shows dedication and willpower.

turned 18 in Februari and I'm currently in my second year, I know there's plenty of time to switch but nothing really interest me well nothing in the netherlands.

Well honestly you're probably better off riding it out, after which you'll be able to get to HBO. You have more options there, and perhaps in time you'll know what you really want to do. Another plus about HBO is the option to study abroad, that'll give you the opportunity to check out life across the border.

I think this thread just turned into a general existential crisis thread.

[SajN]

I think this thread just turned into a general existential crisis thread.

You should be happy I didn't start my rant here. Unfortunately, Trimss had to go through it on FB Chat few minutes ago.