Hate being sober?

[Just Silver]

Idk if it's just me but life isn't what it seems it's not all about family helping out or a good upbringing

It's the struggle till death i hate that i see life like this but it's what i live

My only outlets are Trshady C.W , weed, coffee and alcohol ill use pills but rarely usually neurontin
I also live in the middle of fucking nowhere with no transportation or drivers license

I never had the head start most people do and everyday is just another day of finding weed and praying to God

Fuck my life lol idk how i keep goin

I can guarantee I'm the only member on TR that has had it really rough besides Chet

[Just Silver]

I can guarantee I'm the only member on TR that has had it really rough besides Chet

I wouldnt be to sure about that.

i mean in ways of being born into at least a 10,000$ a year household but not me
lol shits fucked

[ImANoob]

theres more to life about money. being born into a 'poor' family doesnt mean that you'll have a bad upbringing or be unhappy.

[Just Silver]

theres more to life about money. being born into a 'poor' family doesnt mean that you'll have a bad upbringing or be unhappy.

With bills food and rent it sort of is all about money :/

[Trimss]

Stop buying weed, get a driver license, get a job and money and then smoke again.

[Just Silver]

Need car to get to job i usually don't buy weed too much my roommate does

Cars take tons of money as well

[Just Silver]

Probably lol but even that'll take time but I'm hanging in there

[Just Silver]

Thanks guy

[BlueberryWun]

Hell yuh if it's not Kush or Haze it has to be Hennesey or Ciroc

[Trimss]

Don't just talk about it.. Do something. It's useless to sit and just think about how shitty your life is..

My parents were immigrants and they left their country with 500$. Now we have a house, a beautiful house tbh, and we can afford a lot of stuff. But they can't even write French (language used where I live), they just worked their ass off. That's it..

However I wouldn't know since I'm not in your shoes.. Be strong bro, keep your head up.

[Just Silver]

I wish i had an opportunity or the connections for a job

[Just Silver]

Yea my story is a shitty one as well but not that type the no father no money drug mother type

[TonyTilt]

I wish i had an opportunity or the connections for a job

There are always jobs out there man, I've been in the exact little worthless seeming slump you're in.. Its all about actually WANTING to work and WANTING to find jobs, sad to say it but weed makes you lazy and un-motivated man. Don't smoke for a few weeks, apply everywhere and figure it out. Set your pride aside and stop dwelling. Once you get that paycheck you'll never want to not make money ever again..

[Just Silver]

I wish i had an opportunity or the connections for a job

There are always jobs out there man, I've been in the exact little worthless seeming slump you're in.. Its all about actually WANTING to work and WANTING to find jobs, sad to say it but weed makes you lazy and un-motivated man. Don't smoke for a few weeks, apply everywhere and figure it out. Set your pride aside and stop dwelling. Once you get that paycheck you'll never want to not make money ever again..

That's the shitty part lol I'm not motivated since i get a 700$ check monthly

But i feel with time shit will hit the fan and wake me the fuck up lol

If i worked min wage it'd cancel my check if work certain hours

[Supershade]

Maybe its cause you look like a pedo ?